Right now, I've never been happier. I passed my grade, which makes me very happy because I was so afraid that I'd fail, I have a boyfriend who loves me very much, a fact which blows my mind every 日 since I have never thought anyone could 愛 me, school is over, which means all the stress is over, and I'm just so happy! How can I not be happy with someone as wonderful as my boyfriend loving me? He's the #1 reason I'm so happy. Nothing makes me happier than he does. :)
I feel like if I hadn't finally gotten married and had a kid, I honestly would've hated my life so much I committed suicide... After that, everything just got better... Some of things not even related to them, it just got better after that... I was probably nicer, thats why....
I couldn't ask for more. I passed my 秒 年 of high school which was just over 2 days ago. I was afraid I would have been behind in projects but I came through with it. I'm also glad summers here and I have time to relax and sleep in.:D
At the moment, I absolutely hate it. I've been sick for two weeks and my allergies are flaring up. I'm probably failing my history class because my teacher hates me. I'm losing my best friend to her stupid freaking, dumb 尻, お尻 boyfriend and he's being an 尻, お尻 about it (he even got her grounded so I can no longer see her over the summer). People are being mean for no freaking reason. Half of my フレンズ are suspended または expelled. My mom is in the hospital. My depression levels are increasing dramatically because of all of this shit happening.
Well...my life sucks. I have clinical depression, my grandmother's dog died yesterday and I just feel like crap all the time. I also cried at school today because of my grandma's dog (I loved that dog) and everyone kept looking at me weirdly. Also my depression is causing me to think bad thoughts ALL THE TIME, oh and I have six exams coming up and a huge assignment due soon and I don't give a f**k to be honest. But at least our winter holidays are coming up soon...even though they're only for two weeks