I looked through my bag again and found a pen and paper, I then started to write my letter

Dear whoever reads this
Firstly alisha あなた have been the bestest friend a girl could ever have and I 愛 あなた with all my heart, we have been フレンズ for like ever and now it's my time to go, thank あなた for always pushing me towards my dreams and because of あなた I found the 愛 of my life lol during camping
Lakinda I know we haven't known eachother for very long but your already a great friend and I do hope あなた and 線, レイ 線, レイ stay together forever because あなた truly are destined to be together

線, レイ 線, レイ we have had our ups and downs but through all of that あなた have the most beautiful ハート, 心 and あなた have a beautiful girlfriend to share it with so keep hold of her she's a keeper
Autumn: I've known あなた since the beggining of school and we became the greastest of フレンズ によって just sharing jokes with eachother, im really sorry for blaming prodigy for all of this and I really hope あなた have forgiven me

Prodigy Im sorry for blaming あなた for all of this I just needed to take it out on someone and あなた were easiest to tackle, im really sorry for hurting あなた and I really hope あなた and autumn stay together and don't fight

Roc あなた have been the most sweet,kind sharing and helpful to me when I needed a shoulder to cry on または someone to talk to and I 愛 あなた so much または that, please don't ever change, I wish I could say goodbye properly but I have to go
PRINCETON I 愛 あなた so much I can't even describe it everytime あなた talk i shiver, Everytime あなた say my name I feel like the most special girl in the world, when あなた hug me または even touch me I end up staring straight into your georgous brown eyes and I feel like im melting
we've been through so much during this realtionship and alot of the times あなた end up getting hurt and I can't see あなた getting hurt all the time because of me So I hope あなた know why im doing this, I hope あなた forgive me and know that im doing this for あなた so あなた can have a better life I 愛 あなた my little afro puff get well soon baby

I 愛 all of あなた with all my ハート, 心 and please forgive me for what im about to do
My life hasn't been going very well latley and I don't know what to do anymore so please forgive me and if あなた dont mind me asking please dont forget me

愛 from leah(signed with a heart)


I finished 書く my letter, I looked back over it and it was all smudged because of my tears and it had a little blood on it from the cuts and it was very messy because I was scared, cold and I was still shaking really bad
I went into my bag and I got out the ナイフ I brought from ホーム "I knew this would be useful"
I lifted the ナイフ and put it straight to my chest "Please god don't let this be to painful, Goodbye world, I 愛 you"
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