When I got off the phone with Cameron I sat there in my ベッド for a lil bit roc came in and sat によって me Wat's goin on he 発言しました I was still looking into 宇宙 when I 発言しました before h were famous have u liked someone like in your childhood year. Um ...ya sure? He 発言しました no like u I don't know like u feel u love..like 愛 them well like really close to them I said. U mean someone u 日 dream about he asked. YES! I 発言しました h felt that way before rite. Ya he 発言しました but I got over them- how soon I quickly 発言しました interrupting him. I..er...idk he 発言しました like it depents is there someone in mind? He asked. Well yes... no. I was tiered of lying. Yes I finally said. Who he 発言しました kind of worried. I looked at him o not me like my friend he moved and we liked each other and I don't really have feelings for him but he does for me he kind of looked irritated (like ':(...) well now tell me do あなた have feelings for him he asked well no not anymore I cant believe I lied again and hard. He looked away and shook him head I turned his head によって his chin and kissed him I pushed him down on the ベッド he didn't even look like he was trying to キッス me his hands were at bis side and he didn't even 移動する his lips at all u pushed him Wat's your problem I told u not any more! I said. He sighed will I have to talk to h about something he faced me deep In my eyes id don't know it not that I don't trust u but I'm worried he 発言しました uh wat! I 発言しました so wat r u saying I dint know if this thing is working- wat thing I interrupted again faith imnit making this difficult he said. Are u breaking up with me. Oh faith he grabbed my waist and lied me down to キッス my neck I pushed my hand through his hair and kissed him back but all he wanted to do was キッス my neck I laughed tehe that tickles I 発言しました he got up and laughed he pushed me deeper Into the ベッド and kissed me some もっと見る he un unbuttoned my シャツ and kissed from my lips down to my belly button were I pulled his head up to キッス his lips I wrapped my legs arount his waist as he picked me up and took me to the bathroom I finally took the rest of my シャツ off along with his I unbuckled my pants and slipped into the tub he was still キス me so he fell to he screwed the bathtub on and we were laying on the bathtub floor my bra strap feel and then unbuckled at the back he unbuckled the 秒 loop still キス me I went up once for a breath this boy got skills the water started pounding on my face and Cameron poled him my head I start struck a d frooze up my eyes were wide and didn't blink roc reached over and went in a cabinet for something I wasnt moving be he was still キス me he knocked a dozen of things down and graps something. That's in a wrapper at first I did t notice but then he pushed of form キス me and unwraped it omg I though in my head it was a condom a few 秒 later he was kissind me Again turned off the tap picked me up again and put to towels on the ベッド room 表, テーブル locked the door and set me on the 表, テーブル he was biting his lips and smiling when he started キス me again Cameron popped back up in my head I pushed him off grapped a towel ran to the bathroom. And got dry and dressed I walked back I. The room and saw roc shiftless just putting on his pants my hair was wet and I grapped his hand and with out saying a word I took him to the balcany he never 発言しました anything. He broke the silince によって laughing. Wat happened he 発言しました I didn't answer a few minuts later he turned to me and 発言しました were u scared? No it just. My dad come in 発言しました hi and put to chair down cuz he saw we were standing for a long time I 発言しました hi daddy and sat down wait wat?!?!? I turned around daddy!?! My dad was ok with all of it everything that happened throughout our vacation except the sex part he didn't even know about that omg my dad if affically daddy coo lol well roc was surprised and then he sat and we got back on subject so he 発言しました were u? Was I wat I asked? Scared he said. Scared of wat? I asked. U know having sex with me. Uh no? I 発言しました its jus...idk its complacated I 発言しました see he 発言しました this is the stuff that worries me its like ur binding something and that make me feel like I cant be trusted. O roc I hugged him its just things are hard rite now u know. See faith no I dont know he pushed me of him. But I can if u tell me. Did u just get out of a relationship? He asked no i 発言しました but if I tell he we r gonna have to brake up. I 発言しました faith well hiding things is not goin any where we can get through this ur my lil mama bad I promise u. He 発言しました I tooka deep breath and 発言しました well idk I think I.....well I really miss Cameron and it just the last thing I even 発言しました to him was y didn't u tell me sooner and I cried and I never talk to him after that the last thing he 発言しました to me that made me so jumpy was then ...u know how h bit your lip a sexy like well that's wat he did and water I remember when he saved me when I was drowning and it made me so 安全, 安全です around him the last thing he did was キッス my neck but that one time he didn't make me all flitery like he us to cuz I was mad he was leaving me and now that I'm just hearing from hi. Again. Is idk just makes me 愛 him again. または something and...(I started crying) and its like I cant controls my emotions he held me I. His arms while I just sat and cried I could have stopped crying a long time 前 but I loved the way he held me so I jus cried some more. He finally picked me up and changed my covers and tucked me In he was bout to leave when I told him to lay down with me we talked about our dreams and future but I stopped there because I dreamed to live till I die with Cameron as my husband when I was a lil girl roc? Ya he 発言しました would u leave me if u had that baby? Wat no I would never do that wat makes u think that? He asked well ur ..famous and all so it would have been it the news magazines and that could ruin your career. Dang he 発言しました he looked at the ground i still wouldn't leave u he said. Honest I asked of course bae he 発言しました I finally feel asleep roc kissed my forhead he turned out the light and left
こんにちは guys I am so sorry I have been so busy thinking about making a new 記事 and 読書 other people's 記事 I haven't forgot about あなた guys I 愛 all my ファン so much and I'm close to 50 yayyyyy but anyways yea y'all are gonna see hurt,pain,love lol a lot of 愛 making in the 次 part and u can also see my new story well almost new at wattpad.com 検索 for me 愛 u guys!!😘😍❤❤❤❤omg almost forgot my other 記事 u know teenage 愛 I haven't forgot about that either my boo keke don't worry ur gonna be in it y'all are gonna flip when u read it soo yea