I must be pretending,
I must be dreaming,
I saw him bleed,
I heard him breathe,
We all live,
We all die,
But that doesn’t justify,
It’s not the same,
It’s not so different,
It must be a dream,
It’s only in my mind,
Leave it all behind,
But then he dies.

I fear him,
But I 愛 him,
I hate to see that die,
I can’t say goodbye,
I must be dreaming,
I tell myself it’s not real,
But I don’t believe,
Because I know what あなた did,
あなた took his life.

Pleasant Death

(I know I seem to write short poems..>_<)

My death is approaching, how long will it be 'til the エンジェル of death takes me?

Is there a heaven または hell?
To me it is neither only the cosmos will tell

Will my soul leave this body in 検索 for peace または will I return to this world to haunt または live once again?

I have lived many years but I have a hundred pasts..I feel I am at peace for once

My soul is now free...no longer am I in the physical world

As I ascend to the heavens that watch over あなた
I feel my time on Earth is complete and I shall rest in forever peace in starlight

A poisoned mind,
tainted with what あなた see,
what あなた feel.

Silence burns inside,
thoughts are constant
and kept inside,
so far from others,
disturbing for you...

You're on your own,
nobody will see
who あなた really are,
nobody will dare to
try!

Stop talking,
stop apologizing,
fight for your peace
of mind,
scream for your
desires!

Fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
または not.
あなた know who あなた are,
stop apologizing
to the world,
that burden is
あなた yourself.

The justice
has never been found,
look at yourself,
nobody else is there
to cry.

Knowing who あなた are
is who you're never
going to be,
fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
または not.

So far away
And yet so close
We change each others ways
We make each other smile
We make each other cry
This is our 愛

We cannot hold each others hand
We cannot touch each others skin
We cannot feel each others warth
This is our 愛

I reach for your hand but it isnt there
I stretch my arms out to hug あなた but there is no embrace
I look for your face but see only thin air
This is our 愛

I think about あなた at night
あなた give words to soothe me
But its no enough
This is our 愛

I long to hear your voice
To see あなた face to face
For all this to be clear in front of me and yet it cant
This is our 愛

pain sadness 愛 happyness tears laughter joy despair
This is our 愛

Watching waiting longing listening comforting
This is our 愛

あなた and me
This is our 愛

All humanity lost.
Your social line crossed.
Within yourself a burning pain.
It feels as if あなた are going insane.

Your mind gone.
All feelings withdrawn.
Trapped within yourself.
あなた no longer crave wealth.

Perhaps a blessing in desgise.
あなた no longer have to see through your already blind eyes.
You've been lied to your whole life.
Now your only escape is through that blood stained knife.

Now all that pain is leaving you.
Your mind refuses to accept what あなた are going through.
あなた begin to take your pain out on others.
あなた forget those who あなた once knew as sisters and brothers.

あなた are now trapped inside the shell of what was once you.
あなた don't even know whose eyes you're looking through.
Now あなた are too far in.
you'll never remember those あなた 愛 again.

Shadows ---(this poem is about suicide but does not describe me personally)


My mind is in shadows
Its reaching into my conscienceness, disturbing my peace

It goes deeper, penetrating my delicate core
My ハート, 心 is sore...dormant misery is now born

I am becoming a monster...a creature of dread
Life is hanging によって a thread...with one break and I will be dead

What can save me from this fate?
I fall to my knees with a desperate cry

"Save me from myself before I destroy my precious life!"
On the brink of the end the sky breaks open and the brightest white light shines into my eyes

As it shines into my mind and into my soul the shadow of misery is burned away

I hear a whisper..."Come to me in your time of darkness and I shall bring あなた back from the dead..."

One of the first poems I've ever wrote. Its also kinda short but I don't think that matters.
Hope some people like it, if not be kind with the comments.

Rain Spirit

Dark clouds are drifting into the horizon like a dark mist under the sun...

As the first Spring rain shimmers down the creatures of the forest come alive...dancing and 歌う with joy...birds of all Colors（色） fly through the sky...
Their feathers shimmering through the crystals of rain...

Deer frolic through the meadows with their ever playful fawns...

They are in no danger here for the Great Spirit watches over all living things...
Every bird sings and every 狼, オオカミ howls and if あなた listen even the Rain sings a loving song...
The Tears of the Rain Spirit...

your my sunshine
on a foggy 日
the only thing that lights my way
the happiness inside my head
when the 日 is bad
and I wish i'm dead
your the diamonds i always wish for
the 愛 of my life
and so much もっと見る
the funnest person I ever knew
when i am alone
I dream of あなた
あなた are my bree
あなた are my happiness
あなた are all I see
あなた keep me alive
あなた keep me going
あなた are my drive
your a song i always sing
the beat that keeps me dancing
what makes my ears ring
あなた are my best friend i do not know
あなた are my motavation
will I ever give あなた up!No!
あなた are that thing I see
when the room is dark
and its only me
あなた are my life
the thing i 愛
I wish あなた were my wife
I 愛 あなた so much bree
so dahling
will あなた marry me

Where are あなた at this moment
Only in my dreams
You're missing, but you're always
a heartbeat from me

I'm ロスト now without あなた
I don't know where あなた are
I keep watching
I keep hoping
but time keeps us apart
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring あなた back home?

Winter lies before me
Now you're so far away
In the darkness of my dreaming
The light of あなた will stay

If I could be close beside あなた
If I could be where あなた are
If I could reach out and touch あなた
And bring あなた back ホーム

Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring あなた back home?

To me...

* * * * * * * * * *
LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9

Slowly I shine like a
dime over time
but if i speak the truth, it will be a crime
and if あなた are feeling my rhymes than it would vanish like dust and my words would 移動する faster
than the rush and im tired of people
creeping up i feel that i had enough of life and stress.

I speak these words so that i could get this pain off my cheast.


I speak these words so that it could get the pain
off everybody cheast.

This is for the people who have stress everyday.

stress & pain

the ocean. majestic. frightening.
timeless master of the treasures it buries and of the destiny of all the life it protects and massacres in its chaos.
the sand. dust of times.
discreet accomplice of silent births and deaths of billions of shells and skeletons.
the sun and its moon. lascivious in their clouds and their aurora borealis.
the rocks. the indestructible soldiers. the guardian angels.
me. am one of them. joined the band. so much isolating and yet comforting,
the sky may spit it its poison, whip it and tear it all up of its anger,
it’s always there, proud to be strong, faithful and true.
this is where it all began, where it’s being loved, where it hurts and where it will die.

LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9

Hands at the two and nine
Behind a wheel for almost four

Road stretched, not looking back
Behind her eyes

Leaving the trouble
Forgetting the noise

Regretting nothing
In her mind

She still aware of the risk
Having been broken all the time

The wish is still warm
Like the west

Ahead is her world
Waiting to be traced

Not only just summoned
But sugar kissed

Sailing on waves of black
Toward a sign of new

Never もっと見る in cold
Towards sun drenched solace

She hopes
After even frailness

Not wanting to be broken
In Sac Town

Her Will and will waits

TM