The past 2 weeks were not good for me. They weren't good for Amy または Niall either. Amy and Louis スプリット, 分割 up because of "Differences" and Niall got dumped によって Rebecca for Olly Murs. A week of broken hearts. I picked up my phone, No messages. I went on to new message and typed in the thing i really wanted to say. I knew it off によって ハート, 心 now. "Harry, Im so sorry, i never wanted to break up with you. I miss you. I 愛 you." I put his name in and then saved it in the drafts like all the others. I lay down on my stomach and glanced over to my bedside 表, テーブル where my now most prized possession was. The promise ring. So many things reminded me of him. His hoodie was draped over my chair and the X Factor ticket was on my notice board. Ellie Goulding "Your song" was playing. I couldnt stop thinking about him, How he held me that night , How he kissed is the pouring rain..............His face when he heard me talking to amy. All these emotions were in my head. I started crying. Why am I alive?...................................................To be continued, tell me what あなた think should happen