Hold my hand

First of all, I haven't been on here in awhile so, I missed あなた guys. I just need to loyal support of あなた all because a few days ago, I ロスト one of my uncles to a serious battle of cancer :'( I need あなた to just help me make through for the funeral tomorrow. I don't know what to expect and I'm scared. I don't think I can do it. I miss him so much. I looked up to him もっと見る like a father, than an Uncle. But, just pray for me, and my family in our time of need. I hate he's gone, but I didn't want to see him suffer the way he was. I 愛 あなた guys so much. Thanks :)