I don't get it. Why does this always happen? : /

Every night, I hope and hope that I would have a MJ bad era ファンタジー dream like y'all but every time it be something totally different. One time I had a MJ bad era dream (he was in the captain eo era) but it wasn't a ファンタジー dream. It was very random. We was in this キャンディー store and we walked around together to see what we wanted and I saw something I wanted I said,". Ooooo Michael Michael can I get this?" and he says," no あなた can't get that. It's not healthy for you." and I say," but why?" and he says," it's just not good for you." and when I woke up I was like," huh???". And another time, I had another dream but it wasn't about Michael. He wasn't there. It was about his kids. I dreamed that Paris came to my house in this silver truck and she was driving it. She was saying," Valerie come on! Let's go!" and she started dragging me to the truck and drove to the never land ranch and prince and blanket was there expecting me. It was like I was their best friend または something. When I woke up I asked myself the same 質問 which was," huh???". At first I thought I was real. And another dream I had was just last night. it was about him but he wasn't in the bad era. This was the thriller era and it was a mix of ファンタジー and romance. He was following me everywhere and...you know. I was almost what I was expecting but wrong era. I asked myself the 質問 again," what???". Can somebody please tell what does this mean? I don't get this.