wow i here i go don't judge me don't hate me for stupid stuff just knoe that im doing the best i can in life people true to rush me through life and at the end ill have no memories of my life but theres times i wish i could scip life and または just bwe happy all the time and i thought that i had a tearible life but how ould i know al i do is rush throught i nver take the time to 愛 live laugh または just feel the pian im so scared of the pain in life i dont get close to any body cause every time i look at my brother i feel that pain of him leaving me and i feel hate and 愛 but mostly pain a strong...