あなた would think that living is pretty easy. あなた wake up 日 to 日 and do a normal routine. Sometimes it is thrown off balance but あなた just adapt to it. We are built that way. But sometimes some people have a glitch. I'm one of those people. I worry too much about small things, i never have just one emotion running through my body, i can't tell what 愛 is because whenever i think i know what it is it slaps me in the face and the hurt and leaves a scar. 愛 is hard for me. I've been hurt some many times によって love. Sometimes i think just giving up life would be much easier than suffering the way i am now. Even though people may not 愛 me, i still 愛 those people anyhow. I want あなた so much but i feel like あなた don't care. Sometimes it's just easier to give up and not live at all.