There has been darkness in my life.
Misery, pain.
I felt like I could never laugh again.
People laughed about me.
Guys cheated on me.
My parents saw me as a kid and nothing more.
I've been hurt so many times.
I had a couple of フレンズ helping me.
あなた were one of them.
A very special friend.
あなた read a poem written によって me.
I was talking about suicide.
It made あなた sad.
Together with another friend あなた cheered me up.
Tried to give advice.
It helped a lot.
For a while.
あなた saved my life.
We started talking more.
I talked to あなた and your best friend.
I 愛 both of あなた guys.
But in a different way.
Your friend was like a brother to me.
He cheered me up.
Made me laugh.
But you, あなた were もっと見る serious.
あなた seemed so wise.
Even though あなた got sick of it, あなた listened.
あなた listened to all of the stories I told.
The story of my life.
あなた were the one who gave advice.
And I realized I feel もっと見る for you.
もっと見る than just friendship.
Without あなた I felt incomplete.
Talking to あなた made my day.
But at that time I wasn't clever enough.
To see that あなた were made for me.
I thought it was somebody else.
Then there was that night.
I wasn't talking to you.
Had no help, no アドバイス from you.
Only a message from my ex.
Telling "I don't 愛 you"
"Do whatever あなた want"
He didn't mean it like that.
But I felt pain inside.
So I finally did what I was talking about.
I tried to end my life.
When I woke up at the hospital.
Everything was clear.
I didn't hurt anyone.
But myself, my family and all my friends.
I tried to hurt my ex.
And that was the last thing I did.
I brought my parents trouble.
My フレンズ worry.
Myself a psychologist.
And tears into your eyes.
The last thing I wanted.
Was what I got.
The first one I talked to...
was you.
Not realizing how much I hurt you.
And still I got back to the one who hurt me.
Until he left me again.
I felt like killing myself again.
Though I knew what happened the last time.
And now あなた were there to stop me.
あなた and all my friends.
This is how I survived.
But then there was a hole.
A deep black hole in my heart.
I thought I could never 愛 again.
All these guys who talked to me.
I tried to 愛 and I felt shame.
Shame for not being able to love.
Why didn't I 愛 them?
While they were loving me.
But...
Soon we talked more.
It made me realize a lot.
Finally I understood.
あなた have always been there for me.
あなた beautiful angel.
Sent from heaven to save my life.
Sent to make me complete.
あなた are my soulmate.
Now there was this feeling in my heart.
Stronger than ever before.
And I knew I 愛 you.
And I was shy.
But I told you.
Scared that I would get hurt again.
But あなた are different.
Not like any other guy.
And since we were made for each other.
あなた 愛 me back.
あなた made my life shine again.
From the 日 we have been a couple.
From the 日 we first hugged and kissed.
I have been a new person again.
Feeling so loved and happy.
I just hope あなた will never hurt me.
Cause there is this feeling in my heart.
It says
Thank あなた so much for everything.
あなた are my angel, my life.
It makes sense cause my life is beautiful now.
あなた are my beautiful life.
And most of all.
There is this sure feeling.
The one that says
I will 愛 あなた forever
<33333 thank あなた so much for everything Mário!!! I 愛 あなた もっと見る than anything! *-*
Misery, pain.
I felt like I could never laugh again.
People laughed about me.
Guys cheated on me.
My parents saw me as a kid and nothing more.
I've been hurt so many times.
I had a couple of フレンズ helping me.
あなた were one of them.
A very special friend.
あなた read a poem written によって me.
I was talking about suicide.
It made あなた sad.
Together with another friend あなた cheered me up.
Tried to give advice.
It helped a lot.
For a while.
あなた saved my life.
We started talking more.
I talked to あなた and your best friend.
I 愛 both of あなた guys.
But in a different way.
Your friend was like a brother to me.
He cheered me up.
Made me laugh.
But you, あなた were もっと見る serious.
あなた seemed so wise.
Even though あなた got sick of it, あなた listened.
あなた listened to all of the stories I told.
The story of my life.
あなた were the one who gave advice.
And I realized I feel もっと見る for you.
もっと見る than just friendship.
Without あなた I felt incomplete.
Talking to あなた made my day.
But at that time I wasn't clever enough.
To see that あなた were made for me.
I thought it was somebody else.
Then there was that night.
I wasn't talking to you.
Had no help, no アドバイス from you.
Only a message from my ex.
Telling "I don't 愛 you"
"Do whatever あなた want"
He didn't mean it like that.
But I felt pain inside.
So I finally did what I was talking about.
I tried to end my life.
When I woke up at the hospital.
Everything was clear.
I didn't hurt anyone.
But myself, my family and all my friends.
I tried to hurt my ex.
And that was the last thing I did.
I brought my parents trouble.
My フレンズ worry.
Myself a psychologist.
And tears into your eyes.
The last thing I wanted.
Was what I got.
The first one I talked to...
was you.
Not realizing how much I hurt you.
And still I got back to the one who hurt me.
Until he left me again.
I felt like killing myself again.
Though I knew what happened the last time.
And now あなた were there to stop me.
あなた and all my friends.
This is how I survived.
But then there was a hole.
A deep black hole in my heart.
I thought I could never 愛 again.
All these guys who talked to me.
I tried to 愛 and I felt shame.
Shame for not being able to love.
Why didn't I 愛 them?
While they were loving me.
But...
Soon we talked more.
It made me realize a lot.
Finally I understood.
あなた have always been there for me.
あなた beautiful angel.
Sent from heaven to save my life.
Sent to make me complete.
あなた are my soulmate.
Now there was this feeling in my heart.
Stronger than ever before.
And I knew I 愛 you.
And I was shy.
But I told you.
Scared that I would get hurt again.
But あなた are different.
Not like any other guy.
And since we were made for each other.
あなた 愛 me back.
あなた made my life shine again.
From the 日 we have been a couple.
From the 日 we first hugged and kissed.
I have been a new person again.
Feeling so loved and happy.
I just hope あなた will never hurt me.
Cause there is this feeling in my heart.
It says
Thank あなた so much for everything.
あなた are my angel, my life.
It makes sense cause my life is beautiful now.
あなた are my beautiful life.
And most of all.
There is this sure feeling.
The one that says
I will 愛 あなた forever
<33333 thank あなた so much for everything Mário!!! I 愛 あなた もっと見る than anything! *-*