College Craziness? Please help!

Okay so, I recently finished my first semester of college and towards the last 3 weeks または so I met a guy who instantly struck me. I told him I had a little crush on him during maybe the 秒 week of knowing him to which he told me he was interested in me as well. We started flirting and one 日 he was joking around with a friend when I heard him mention he wasn't looking for a relationship. I asked him if he was serious to which he told me it was almost the end of the semester so starting a relationship wasn't right at the moment. He 発言しました we should begin as フレンズ and see where it goes.......long story short over break I found out I can't go back to the college (have to take a semester off because it's to expensive) and he told me long distance scares him....I think I 愛 this guy as weird as it may sound and I'm unsure what to do....I'm going back to campus to get my stuff and staying for a few days but thats it until 次 fall. I could use advice.