14. Look what あなた made me do

I hoped it was over
I hoped no one would try to put me through that again
I suspected a lot of people
But あなた were not one of them
You were my only friend
When I was at the bottom of my desperate mind
And I had the climb out to see the light
and clear my mind to finally realize

That it was あなた all along
You’re the reason why things went wrong
I believed あなた saved me from drowning
But all this time あなた held me under water
You’re a very good manipulator
How could I ever see あなた as my savior
You might as well just say goodbye
‘Cause I’m not in for your lies

I found my way through the traffic
I found a...

I'm pretending to be untouchable
I'm playing to be unbreakable
I'm 芝居 to be capable
Of forgetting what あなた do to me
But on the inside it's killing me

If you'd stab my eyes out I would still see you
If you'd cut my ears I would still hear you
If I'd be ロスト あなた would still reach me
And it's killing me
That no matter what you'll do
I could never 愛 anyone else but you

I'm saying words not coming from my heart
I'm making a totally different start
I'm 芝居 like it doesn't tear me apart
When I try to forget about what あなた do to me
But on the inside it's killing me


If you'd stab my eyes out I would still...

It's the way あなた walk
It's the way あなた talk
It's the way あなた make me dizzy
It's the way あなた smile
That turns me on for a while
Making あなた see me won't be easy

It's the way あなた are
It's the way あなた drive your car
It's the way あなた get me dreaming
It's the way あなた rush
That makes me fall in a crush
And I'll never stop believing

In a future of あなた and me
Though I know it won't be easy
If あなた would just stand によって my side
And tried to read the signs
'Cause あなた and me together
Is the way I picture us forever
If あなた would just look into my eyes
You'd see the 愛 I can't hide

It's the way あなた lay in your bed
It's the way...

あなた don't need to be clever to figure this one out
It took a while,but now I know what you're all about
I've shed a million tears just because of you
But now I see what I can be without you

We all got one single life
And I'm not gonna waste mine to your tears and filthy lies

You said:
'Please,forgive me
I know I should've been strong
But I didn't know what was going on'
You said:
'Please,believe me
I didn't know what to do
So,I didn't tell あなた the truth'

It shouldn't take much to make this one clear
But you're the only who doesn't seem to hear
You might wanna take a flight someday
'Cause when I'm stepping up...

What do あなた feel now you're standing here
You really wanna make me believe you've changed
If I didn't know better,I would say it's allright
We can give it another try
But we both know that's not gonna happen

You can cry a river,it won't hurt my soul
I'll just leave you,crawling on the floor
'Cause I don't care for あなた anymore

Don't chase after me
'Cause I'm already gone
Don't try to convince me
'Cause I'll never forget what you've done
Don't pretend,don't defend
Don't say you've changed your ways
'Cause unlike God I can't hear your prayers

How should I feel now you're back in my life
You really expect I'm...

I'm funny,I'm cheerful,I can make あなた smile
I'd do anything for you,I'd walk a thousand miles
But あなた killed the sparkle in my eyes
When あなた started to tell all your lies
So grab your stuff and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

Turn around and take a very close look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let あなた in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

I'm broken,I'm sad,I wanna make あなた cry
I'm a mess,I confess,I want あなた to tell me why
I wanna push あなた through hell like あなた did with
I wanna cause あなた pain,so bad あなた couldn't...

She's got eyes like the devil
She's a demon from hell
The way she came into
I could never tell
All the words she's spoken
I can easily recall
All the promises she's broken
They will make her fall
She will fall

Pretty lies in her eyes
Pretty lies in her head
All the things that she thought
All the things that she said
She won't try it again
She won't hurt me twice
I can still hear the sound
Of all her pretty lies

She's got hair like a banshee
She's got a ハート, 心 of stone
She's living free
But she's all alone
She's like a ghost
I don't know what's worst
She's got no reason to smile
'Cause she'll be cursed
She'll be...