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Chapter 1
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I kicked my white door shut and listened to it slam. Flinging myself on the large four poster bed. The silk sheets under my arms were cool. I sighed and closed my large jade eyes. 'Stupid people!' I yelled.

I suppose i had better start によって telling あなた my name. Im Raine. I dont have a last name...well i do. But i dont use it. My parents are the worst. They own the biggest business in Yellow Springs, Ohio. Thats oddly enough where i live. Talk about a small town there is about 3,800 people living in this town. My parents, Stella and James Kingsly,...

Chapter 17
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I looked to Evie, my jaw hung open slightly 'You...what?' My voice was a small whisper. Jasper sighed then i could tell he was getting annoyed. 'Evie tell her.' He 発言しました his tone final. She shrugged, 'Finnnne' As if it took her a great deal of energy. She cleared her throat and looked directly at me 'Dont think lower of me...I had reasons.' Her south twang echoed in my mind as i tried to think of the reasons she would need to kill Jasper? または even think about it...He is so gentle..kind, sweet and loving...I heared someone clear their throat. I glanced up to...

Chapter 16
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I had only known Evie a few hours, but her company was so enjoyable! Fair enough she was cruel the odd time and made mean jokes about those who looked less than us. I was used to it, when あなた live with Rosalie. But the plane was good, i did her hair and she chatted happily, she never mentioned her and Jasper, and i found this respectful of her. It made things less awkward. When the plane landed we walked to my car. I lifted my keys and she took my left hand quickly and looked closely to my hand 'My...thats a fine looking ring!' She was indicating to my engagement...

Chapter 15
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I was slammed to the floor and pinned there. 'Let me go! I pose no threat!' I began to plead. 'Let her up...' Aro's voice was like a clear ベル through the room. I stood up and brushed myself down 'Thank you' I 発言しました through clenched teeth. His eyes were large and interested. 'What do あなた need of Miss Fintan?' He asked reaching his hand out to me. I reached out to him and he took my hand. It was silent as he read through my thoughts. When he released my hand he chuckled darkly 'Ah. I see' Was all he could say. 'Well lovely Alice. The last we were told was she...

Chapter 14
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Folding up the letter and the journal i tucked them into my bag. I knew what i had to do. Nothing would be fixed if i sat and cried here. I had to catch a grip of myself. Saddly i didnt need Emmett または Edward with me...Emmett would be annoyed but such is life. I packed my bag and left for my car. I had a long trip...Glad i packed my passport.

Sitting in my little car i hit the radio on and began to drive to the airport. I was glad of the gloomy weather, it matched my mood. The clouds where thick like they were about to burst...Like my thoughts in my head.

I reached...

Chapter 13
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My foot never lifted from the gas pedal. I sped through lights, overtaking cars, I had no reason to slow down. When myself and Emmett had calmed down we stopped the car to realize we were in the south of Seattle. 'Emmett..? What happened your head?' I asked pointing out the small dent in his head. He sighed and rubbed it 'She hit me with her wedding ring' He grumbled and i shook my head. 'I'm sorry Emmett this is all my fault...-' Emmett cut me off 'Alice. Its not your fault! I don't know why Rose is 芝居 like this ! I wonder does she even 愛 me sometimes!...

Chapter 12
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Everyone just stared at Carlisle for a moment. The story was informative and also a relief to know that he had not also been with her. Rosalie spoke first 'Emmett...I'm sorry Ive been such a cow...' Before she could finish Edward looked at her with saddened eyes 'I'm just annoyed watching Bella throw away her life, i'm angry because she is throwing away the chance to have a life i wanted...' Emmett wrapped his arms around her and kissed her head 'I know... babe.' He pulls her to his knee and she rests her head on his large shoulder, he rocks her comfortingly....

Chapter 11
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Carlisle looked down almost as if he were ashamed. And i closed my eyes tight and prayed silently 'Please if there is a god...Don't let this happen to Esme too!'. I felt Edward hug me again and we all stared at Carlisle. When he picked up his gaze again his eyes widened at what we thought 'NO! nononono!' He pleaded, 'I do not know her through that. It was when i was still living with the Volturi' He 発言しました and his tone was low and i understood. 'Go on Carlisle..' Emmett urged, he loved a good story, and normally if the Volturi were involved there was a fight, and...

Chapter 10
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We drove the 2 日 journey laughing and chatting about the common things, i 愛 spending time with Emmett. His whole upbeat nature and sense of humor is really enough to put anyone in good mood. So the radio was used and we sang to a few songs, got some odd glances then Emmett started playing give the passers によって the twos. This got us evil glares and few 'EFF YOUS!' Yelled at us. Emmett took this in his stride and laughed. Him booming laugh scared the people half to death. So the car journey flew in and i wished it hadn't. I really enjoyed it!

We pulled up into...

Chapter 9
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We drove in silence for nearly an hour. Not even his hight tech radio was on. His massive speakers in the back and boot were put to waste. Emmett's face looked as hard as stone. His emotion was taken over によって hurt and anger. If Rosalie had a new boy on the scene...Emmett would make short work of him.

We watched his SAT NAV and the hours flew in. The daylight came and passed again. We soon started to talk. 'Emmett i think she was just upset...' I muttered. He grunted 'It would be different if i knew what she was upset about!' He raged. I sat in thought about it and...

Chapter 8
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I sat staring at the book for what felt like a long time. I then made up my mind. Id read the journal...then confront Jasper. That way i know all of it, and he can explain or...as Emmett says 'Shit will hit the fan'.

I flicked open the journal again and sighed scanning past the bath scene. There was a lump in my throat the size of a golf ball. But i knew this was the right thing to do. As i opened on the right page the bedroom door swung open and i looked up like a guilty child who'd be caught eating before dinner. It was Emmett his face looked bored and he stormed...

Chapter 6
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I sat with Edward in silence, apart from my odd sob. He read through my thoughts and memories from the journal. I didn't need to speak and that was nice. 'You know Alice...Ive never heard him think about Evie? Ever, so maybe he never told あなた about her because she never meant enough?' Edward suggested. I nodded to this 'But why did he write in such detail? He made her sound like some kind of angel...'I trailed off at the mental image of him with someone else and i flinched. 'Al...don't think about things like that. That will rip あなた up.' Edward rubbed my shoulders....

Chapter 5
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I blinked hard looking to the Cullen house. I walked in and Edward would grab me によって the hand and pull me into the living room. He would sit me down and make me tell him everything that happened even if i couldn't say it. He would get angry and upset for my side...
Shaking my head then blinking hard looking to the window of the living room. Edward is there. Ive been gone for 3 days, but i couldn't return i just felt like an emotional train wreck every time i thought of seeing him again...The same thoughts kept screaming themselves at me and i knew it wouldn't take Edward...

Chapter 4
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I lay there for what felt like forever...I knew it was possibly only a few 分 and i knew i had to keep my mind off that journal...one emotion slip and he would know.

As hard as i tried i couldn't keep my mind off it...Her wrote about her in so much detail...he couldn't stop looking at her...Suddenly i felt the silence of the room, no longer was Jasper turning a page of his book. There was no sound of him breathing (not like he needs to but it just feels right) I held my breath then and slowly opened my eyes to see Jasper on his side, the book folded over at...

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Chapter 3
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I sat up in the ベッド looking to the mass of clothes on the floor. I listed to Jasper hum in the シャワー and i pulled on a nightdress. Leaning over to the beside drawer i lifted the journal and flicked it open...If he wasn't going to tell me about Evie id find out myself...

My eyes scanned down the first page, his 書く normally neat and in perfect cursive was scrawly and untidy. There was a smudge on the bottom corner and what looked like blood rimmed the edge of the page. I began to read into myself in fear of Jasper または any of the others...

Chapter 2
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Looking to his journal page i couldn't grasp it...Evie? Was this a person? または code for something? If it was a person what was she important enough to have a journal wrote about her...He never mentioned someone else...but honestly it never came up. I can see into the future not the past and i know its a painful subject for Jasper to re-think... But why wouldn't he have told me about another woman...

I'm not the jealous type...But this worried me...If she was important enough to have a journal wrote about her...was she still in touch with her? I don't know her so i wouldn't...