My ハート, 心 was thumping loudly from my nerves as we were getting closer and closer to La Push.
"Blair it's going to be fine trust me" Stefan said, i looked at him confused and he grinned
"I can hear your heartbeat..." he said
"Oh" was all i could manage to say so i started taking some deep breaths to see if i could calm myself down a bit.
We reached La Push quicker than i thought and i hesitated to get out but i did anyway, i looked around me to see if i could spot Jacob and he was no where to be found; i sort of felt relieved so i rushed to my front door and ran up my stairs then quickly slammed the door, i know i was 芝居 childish but i really did have enough of fighting with Jake. i flopped on my ベッド closing my eyes for a brief moment and then i remembered the prom, my eyes flew open and i went to my wardrobe to look at my dress again, i took it out of the dress bag it was in and held it against my body in the mirror sighing at thought of wearing something so beautiful, the prom was now two days away from now and i so far it looked like i was not going to make it. I put the dress back into the zip bag and hung it i grabbed some track pants and a singlet 上, ページのトップへ to take a シャワー hoping i could just relax for a bit, i looked at the bag of お茶, 紅茶 light candles that were just sitting in my bathroom cupboard then i looked at my huge bathtub and smiled, i began filling up my bathtub and but a bathbomb in there that ワカサギ, 錬金術 like raspberry, i light up the お茶, 紅茶 lights and put it around the tub, i tied up my hair and dimmed the lights and just sat in the bath until i relaxed.
"Blair, open the damn door!" i ハート, 心 a males voice call, my eyes flickered opened and i looked around confused, then i just realised that i had fallen asleep i checked the time it was now 10:06pm, 'shoot!' i 発言しました out loud i had been in here for two hours and it showed on my skin because it went all wrinkly i took the plug out from the bath tub and quickly got changed shivering from being so cold, i opened the door shaking trying to find a warm jumper but my fingers trembled so much i could barely open the draw.
"Blair?" Jake asked confused, then before i could answer i was pulled into his warm body his arms locked around me trying to warm me up.
"Wow you're freezing Blair, what the heck did あなた do have a freezing シャワー または something?" he asked.
"Something like that i chattered" I couldn't be mad at him because at the same time i missed him.
"I'm extremely sorry for how i behaved Blair and i know i hurt あなた and im so mad at myself, I shouldn't have acted the way I did I overreacted" he 発言しました in an apologetic voice, i breathed out loudly into his chest relieved to hear that then smiled, i was pretty sure he felt that because he kissed the 上, ページのトップへ of my head.
this is what made Jake so amazing, i could be so mad at him but just によって him holding me i completely feel calm and forgive him without him even apologising. My phone vibrated on my bedside 表, テーブル so i pulled away to go and check it.
do not go to the prom was all it 発言しました the sender was 'unknown'
"Is everything okay?" Jake asked, but i didn't reply
"Blair?" i could hear Jacob walking towards me so i locked my phone an put it back on the bedside table.
"Whats up? あなた look confused" he said.
"Nothings up, im fine just tired" i lied. He lifted my ベッド covers and gently folded them then rubbed the mattress as to say go to sleep so i climbed inside my ベッド and he tucked me in sitting on the side of my ベッド smiling at me.
"Whats going to happen with Lucas?" i asked, i notice his jaw slightly tensed up when i spoke of his name.
"I haven't decided yet" he answered trying to sound as calm as possible
"So he obviously knows you're a..." i trailed off and Jake nodded. I looked down thinking of the worst, what if this was a trap and something happens to my mother? または me? または Jake? または the Cullens? または anyone in general.
"What are あなた thinking about?" Jacob asked
"The worst of things, what if Lucas isn't really a good-" Jacob cut me off
"Shh Blair" he whispered gently and put his finger to my lips.
"Nothing bad will happen, I'll make sure of it" he 発言しました and half smiled then removed his finger
"Get some of that beauty rest, prom is in a few days" he 発言しました and kissed my forehead goodnight.
"JACOB" i screamed at the 上, ページのトップへ of my lungs, i watched Jake burst into a 狼, オオカミ and run full speed at Lucas, Lucas swung his body around now and grabbed Jake around the neck holding his jaw wide open, jake struggled the get free i started running towards them without thinking.
"LEAVE HIM ALONE, DON'T TOUCH HIM" i screamed again, Lucas gave me an evil smile released Jakes jaw then grabbed his 狼, オオカミ body around his arm and then all i heard was a crunching sound and Jake howling in agony.
"NO, STOP IT, TAKE ME INSTEAD" i screamed the tears pouring down my face, Lucas walked towards me, before i knew it he was behind me grabbing my hair and inhaling my scent his eyes were a fiery red; i stood アナと雪の女王 staring at Jake in human form he was broken. Lucas' head snapped up before i even had the time to look up Lucas disappeared, i turned to look at Jake again running towards him Sam was によって his side with the rest of the pack.
"Thanks Blair now were one short of the pack" Leah spat at me her eyes tightened with anger
"Leah, this is not her fault Jake will be fine we need to snap his BONES(ボーンズ)-骨は語る- back to place, he's already started healing"
"How is this not her fault? if she never came here Jake would have never imprinted on her, we wouldn't have to be protecting her all 日 and night long, now look what happened Jacob almost died" she yelled at Sam, he just tightened his jaw closed his eyes and shook his head
"Leah, go home" he 発言しました trying to keep his voice calm-
"Blair?" a voice blurred "Blair" i heard again, all of a sudden my vision shook like a massive earthquake.
"Blair wake up" i heard, i slowly opened my eyes and Jake was staring at me worried his hands on my shoulders, i felt extremely hot, I lifted my self up to a sitting position my room was still dark but the moonlight had it lit, I panicked and looked around.
"Blair what happened? your all sweaty, and あなた started screaming in your sleep.
"Bad dream" i answered too quickly Jakes eyebrows knotted together.
"Are あなた sure?" he asked again
"Yes what else could it be? I was sleeping" i 発言しました in a もっと見る angry tone
"Okay then" Jake replied and got up from my bed, i was confused.
"Where are あなた going?" i whispered now
"To think" he told me he smiled then in a スプリット, 分割 秒 he was gone.
JACOBS POV
I knew Blair was lying, she may have had a bad dream but it must have involved something with the ヴァンパイア または the 狼男 to make her hesitant like she was. The early morning was nice and fresh, the raindrops from the leaves of the plants brushed against my skin as i ran through the forest it felt comforting. I got to where i wanted the ビーチ where me and Stefan used to hand out, the sky was still dark and the moon was nearly full, the water reflected the moon beautifully giving off a purple-blue tint from the calm water, i walked into the water the temperature too cold for a human to handle but for me it felt nice against my blazing hot skin, i swam in deeper the water crystal clear and my whole body was visible, i allowed my muscles to relax and my body float on the water my mind ran free from thoughts and i just listened to nature, i listened to calm breeze of the wind, the crickets, the water serene but i could hear the ocean creatures swimming about a few hundred metres away. My eyes closed and i was completely utterly relaxed, my breathing slowed down to a quieter slower rhythm. I pictured Blair in my head us two laughing and tackling each other her hair softly following the way the wind blew and her big brown eyes gleamed as if she had specks of crystals in her eyes, her smiled widened revealing her teeth, she let out a giggle as she ran towards the trees in a flowy white dress, she looked beautiful i followed her into the trees where i could here her 歌う something i've never heard before then I heard her say "Jake come find me" and it echoed in forest, i was looking for over 30 分 and i couldn't find her, i kept heading west when i ワカサギ, 錬金術 blood i quickened my pace then quickly stopped in my tracks to find Blair in Lucas' arms drenched in blood and Lucas' mouth covered in it with those firey red eyes that I've seen too many times. My eyes flew open and panicked as i realised the sky wasn't dark anymore and how far i drifted away from land i looked around me and had to squint to see land which looked tiny from where i was floating, so i began swimming as fast as i could to get to Blair, come one Jake swim faster i told myself i was swimming much faster than what any human could i was so keen to get to Blair, as soon as it was shallow enough for me to run, i bolted out of the water back through the forest, i ripped off my wet shorts and burst into 狼, オオカミ form knowing i would get to Blairs house quicker this way, nothing stopped me from running the ferns brushed against my 毛皮 and my vision was almost a blur from my speed, my ハート, 心 thumped hard and loud in my body as i was getting closer and closer to Blair house, i quickly changed back into my human form put my shorts on and climbed up to her balcony entered her room to check the time 11:13am it read, Blair was nowhere to be found i listened carefully to see if I could hear her, but all i heard was her mum and Lucas i jumped down the balcony and ran to the front door knowing it was rude to go their shirtless, i pressed the door bell. Blairs mother answered
"Jacob?" she asked confused
"Hi, is Blair home?" i asked although i knew she wasn't
"No...i thought she was at your house?" she asked confused, looking me up and down now her eyebrows knotted together.
"Oh, okay thanks!" i 発言しました and started running to my house, i almost kicked down my door.
"BLAIR" i yelled and looked around worried.
"Jacob?" i heard her voice she was standing in my hallway confused. I didn't bother explain i ran up to her lifted her into a big hug then kissed her so passionately pouring out all my 愛 into my kiss, holding her face gently into my hands looking straight into her eyes.
"Make sure i never leave your house again that early in the morning" i told her
"Wha-" was all she 発言しました but i cut her off and leaned in to give her another キッス i lifted her off the ground still キス her walking towards the ソファー, ソファ so i could cuddle her and know she was safe, 安全, 安全です in my arms.
"Blair it's going to be fine trust me" Stefan said, i looked at him confused and he grinned
"I can hear your heartbeat..." he said
"Oh" was all i could manage to say so i started taking some deep breaths to see if i could calm myself down a bit.
We reached La Push quicker than i thought and i hesitated to get out but i did anyway, i looked around me to see if i could spot Jacob and he was no where to be found; i sort of felt relieved so i rushed to my front door and ran up my stairs then quickly slammed the door, i know i was 芝居 childish but i really did have enough of fighting with Jake. i flopped on my ベッド closing my eyes for a brief moment and then i remembered the prom, my eyes flew open and i went to my wardrobe to look at my dress again, i took it out of the dress bag it was in and held it against my body in the mirror sighing at thought of wearing something so beautiful, the prom was now two days away from now and i so far it looked like i was not going to make it. I put the dress back into the zip bag and hung it i grabbed some track pants and a singlet 上, ページのトップへ to take a シャワー hoping i could just relax for a bit, i looked at the bag of お茶, 紅茶 light candles that were just sitting in my bathroom cupboard then i looked at my huge bathtub and smiled, i began filling up my bathtub and but a bathbomb in there that ワカサギ, 錬金術 like raspberry, i light up the お茶, 紅茶 lights and put it around the tub, i tied up my hair and dimmed the lights and just sat in the bath until i relaxed.
"Blair, open the damn door!" i ハート, 心 a males voice call, my eyes flickered opened and i looked around confused, then i just realised that i had fallen asleep i checked the time it was now 10:06pm, 'shoot!' i 発言しました out loud i had been in here for two hours and it showed on my skin because it went all wrinkly i took the plug out from the bath tub and quickly got changed shivering from being so cold, i opened the door shaking trying to find a warm jumper but my fingers trembled so much i could barely open the draw.
"Blair?" Jake asked confused, then before i could answer i was pulled into his warm body his arms locked around me trying to warm me up.
"Wow you're freezing Blair, what the heck did あなた do have a freezing シャワー または something?" he asked.
"Something like that i chattered" I couldn't be mad at him because at the same time i missed him.
"I'm extremely sorry for how i behaved Blair and i know i hurt あなた and im so mad at myself, I shouldn't have acted the way I did I overreacted" he 発言しました in an apologetic voice, i breathed out loudly into his chest relieved to hear that then smiled, i was pretty sure he felt that because he kissed the 上, ページのトップへ of my head.
this is what made Jake so amazing, i could be so mad at him but just によって him holding me i completely feel calm and forgive him without him even apologising. My phone vibrated on my bedside 表, テーブル so i pulled away to go and check it.
do not go to the prom was all it 発言しました the sender was 'unknown'
"Is everything okay?" Jake asked, but i didn't reply
"Blair?" i could hear Jacob walking towards me so i locked my phone an put it back on the bedside table.
"Whats up? あなた look confused" he said.
"Nothings up, im fine just tired" i lied. He lifted my ベッド covers and gently folded them then rubbed the mattress as to say go to sleep so i climbed inside my ベッド and he tucked me in sitting on the side of my ベッド smiling at me.
"Whats going to happen with Lucas?" i asked, i notice his jaw slightly tensed up when i spoke of his name.
"I haven't decided yet" he answered trying to sound as calm as possible
"So he obviously knows you're a..." i trailed off and Jake nodded. I looked down thinking of the worst, what if this was a trap and something happens to my mother? または me? または Jake? または the Cullens? または anyone in general.
"What are あなた thinking about?" Jacob asked
"The worst of things, what if Lucas isn't really a good-" Jacob cut me off
"Shh Blair" he whispered gently and put his finger to my lips.
"Nothing bad will happen, I'll make sure of it" he 発言しました and half smiled then removed his finger
"Get some of that beauty rest, prom is in a few days" he 発言しました and kissed my forehead goodnight.
"JACOB" i screamed at the 上, ページのトップへ of my lungs, i watched Jake burst into a 狼, オオカミ and run full speed at Lucas, Lucas swung his body around now and grabbed Jake around the neck holding his jaw wide open, jake struggled the get free i started running towards them without thinking.
"LEAVE HIM ALONE, DON'T TOUCH HIM" i screamed again, Lucas gave me an evil smile released Jakes jaw then grabbed his 狼, オオカミ body around his arm and then all i heard was a crunching sound and Jake howling in agony.
"NO, STOP IT, TAKE ME INSTEAD" i screamed the tears pouring down my face, Lucas walked towards me, before i knew it he was behind me grabbing my hair and inhaling my scent his eyes were a fiery red; i stood アナと雪の女王 staring at Jake in human form he was broken. Lucas' head snapped up before i even had the time to look up Lucas disappeared, i turned to look at Jake again running towards him Sam was によって his side with the rest of the pack.
"Thanks Blair now were one short of the pack" Leah spat at me her eyes tightened with anger
"Leah, this is not her fault Jake will be fine we need to snap his BONES(ボーンズ)-骨は語る- back to place, he's already started healing"
"How is this not her fault? if she never came here Jake would have never imprinted on her, we wouldn't have to be protecting her all 日 and night long, now look what happened Jacob almost died" she yelled at Sam, he just tightened his jaw closed his eyes and shook his head
"Leah, go home" he 発言しました trying to keep his voice calm-
"Blair?" a voice blurred "Blair" i heard again, all of a sudden my vision shook like a massive earthquake.
"Blair wake up" i heard, i slowly opened my eyes and Jake was staring at me worried his hands on my shoulders, i felt extremely hot, I lifted my self up to a sitting position my room was still dark but the moonlight had it lit, I panicked and looked around.
"Blair what happened? your all sweaty, and あなた started screaming in your sleep.
"Bad dream" i answered too quickly Jakes eyebrows knotted together.
"Are あなた sure?" he asked again
"Yes what else could it be? I was sleeping" i 発言しました in a もっと見る angry tone
"Okay then" Jake replied and got up from my bed, i was confused.
"Where are あなた going?" i whispered now
"To think" he told me he smiled then in a スプリット, 分割 秒 he was gone.
JACOBS POV
I knew Blair was lying, she may have had a bad dream but it must have involved something with the ヴァンパイア または the 狼男 to make her hesitant like she was. The early morning was nice and fresh, the raindrops from the leaves of the plants brushed against my skin as i ran through the forest it felt comforting. I got to where i wanted the ビーチ where me and Stefan used to hand out, the sky was still dark and the moon was nearly full, the water reflected the moon beautifully giving off a purple-blue tint from the calm water, i walked into the water the temperature too cold for a human to handle but for me it felt nice against my blazing hot skin, i swam in deeper the water crystal clear and my whole body was visible, i allowed my muscles to relax and my body float on the water my mind ran free from thoughts and i just listened to nature, i listened to calm breeze of the wind, the crickets, the water serene but i could hear the ocean creatures swimming about a few hundred metres away. My eyes closed and i was completely utterly relaxed, my breathing slowed down to a quieter slower rhythm. I pictured Blair in my head us two laughing and tackling each other her hair softly following the way the wind blew and her big brown eyes gleamed as if she had specks of crystals in her eyes, her smiled widened revealing her teeth, she let out a giggle as she ran towards the trees in a flowy white dress, she looked beautiful i followed her into the trees where i could here her 歌う something i've never heard before then I heard her say "Jake come find me" and it echoed in forest, i was looking for over 30 分 and i couldn't find her, i kept heading west when i ワカサギ, 錬金術 blood i quickened my pace then quickly stopped in my tracks to find Blair in Lucas' arms drenched in blood and Lucas' mouth covered in it with those firey red eyes that I've seen too many times. My eyes flew open and panicked as i realised the sky wasn't dark anymore and how far i drifted away from land i looked around me and had to squint to see land which looked tiny from where i was floating, so i began swimming as fast as i could to get to Blair, come one Jake swim faster i told myself i was swimming much faster than what any human could i was so keen to get to Blair, as soon as it was shallow enough for me to run, i bolted out of the water back through the forest, i ripped off my wet shorts and burst into 狼, オオカミ form knowing i would get to Blairs house quicker this way, nothing stopped me from running the ferns brushed against my 毛皮 and my vision was almost a blur from my speed, my ハート, 心 thumped hard and loud in my body as i was getting closer and closer to Blair house, i quickly changed back into my human form put my shorts on and climbed up to her balcony entered her room to check the time 11:13am it read, Blair was nowhere to be found i listened carefully to see if I could hear her, but all i heard was her mum and Lucas i jumped down the balcony and ran to the front door knowing it was rude to go their shirtless, i pressed the door bell. Blairs mother answered
"Jacob?" she asked confused
"Hi, is Blair home?" i asked although i knew she wasn't
"No...i thought she was at your house?" she asked confused, looking me up and down now her eyebrows knotted together.
"Oh, okay thanks!" i 発言しました and started running to my house, i almost kicked down my door.
"BLAIR" i yelled and looked around worried.
"Jacob?" i heard her voice she was standing in my hallway confused. I didn't bother explain i ran up to her lifted her into a big hug then kissed her so passionately pouring out all my 愛 into my kiss, holding her face gently into my hands looking straight into her eyes.
"Make sure i never leave your house again that early in the morning" i told her
"Wha-" was all she 発言しました but i cut her off and leaned in to give her another キッス i lifted her off the ground still キス her walking towards the ソファー, ソファ so i could cuddle her and know she was safe, 安全, 安全です in my arms.
She's not coming back
La Push has come to shove
And she's through with you
Can't あなた see
You're just a dog to me
If あなた come near her again
I'll eat あなた too
First あなた missed her
Then あなた kissed her
I'm just watching
あなた think you're fine
I'm waiting
Contemplating
Don't あなた screw up
または you're mine
You're nothing but a dog
Its time for あなた to face the truth
You're nothing but a dog
And she's still way too good for you
Watch your back cause who knows what I'll do
Jacob Black I've got my eye on you
The other day
I thought I heard あなた say
May the best man win
But I see through your ploy
あなた might think
That あなた are on the brink
Of winning her love
But あなた are just a boy
あなた were there to save her life
When I was far away
Differences aside and
I'll say thank あなた anyway
The bigger man will shake your hand
And pretty soon you'll see
In your mind you're キス her
In life she's キス me
La Push has come to shove
And she's through with you
Can't あなた see
You're just a dog to me
If あなた come near her again
I'll eat あなた too
First あなた missed her
Then あなた kissed her
I'm just watching
あなた think you're fine
I'm waiting
Contemplating
Don't あなた screw up
または you're mine
You're nothing but a dog
Its time for あなた to face the truth
You're nothing but a dog
And she's still way too good for you
Watch your back cause who knows what I'll do
Jacob Black I've got my eye on you
The other day
I thought I heard あなた say
May the best man win
But I see through your ploy
あなた might think
That あなた are on the brink
Of winning her love
But あなた are just a boy
あなた were there to save her life
When I was far away
Differences aside and
I'll say thank あなた anyway
The bigger man will shake your hand
And pretty soon you'll see
In your mind you're キス her
In life she's キス me