Hugh
We had nice conversation after very long time. So strange how much あなた can miss person when after long time seeing each other every 日 あなた got a 10 days in separate. Lisa was just came back from her holyday in Hawaii, she was tanned little bit もっと見る than usual and her teeth was glowing making her smile even もっと見る special.
Today she looked different, that V cut made her to look like Cuddy and straight hair always changing her very much.
While we were eating she told me about her trip to Hawaii, she always travelling in her free time, guess she saw hall world already. Strange that she didn’t asked about what I was doing in my free time, well I didn’t had it so much, I had to work like executive producer. But she even didn’t asked me did I was in London. That’s weird.
It’s just too bad that we couldn’t spend some もっと見る time. I got a call from recording studio, they finally checked my work and I had to came to discuss about my future album. From when they confirmed my album I’m walking like with wings. I was waiting for this for a long time and I thought that this dream would never came true. And even now, when I already start working with it, I still can’t believe. And I guess I won’t until my album will see the light.
So with sadness that I have to leave Lisa, but with joy about my album, I left with my Porse . Unfortunately I met some journalists near restaurant, I didn’t noticed did they shoot some 写真 または not, but I really hoped that they won’t catch Lisa. Suddenly I start thinking what she 発言しました about those ビーチ photos, it’s really weird what her mother thought. I think Lisa is talking with her mother and really had to tell her that we are just a friends, o maybe she didn’t tell her anything and her mother had to made her own guesses. What if others thinks the same, how it would cost to us, to our personal life.
Gosh I should call Jo. But she would already call me if she would think like that. または maybe my kids. I think William doesn’t care, but what about Rebecca. Gosh.. focus. I need to work and not chasing stupid gossip. I knew that I shouldn’t let Lisa to talk everything she thinks. But why I did it. Cause I never cared, and now...gosh Jo. I knew I should fly to London, I need stop running.
Few 分 later I reached recording studio and I could to focus on work. No other thoughts, nothing just work. 音楽 always make me relax, または maybe 書く make me relax. And when I would finish my book. Work, ok right. Today it’s surprisingly hard to focus, what’s wrong with me. I really need vacation.
I was driving with my Porse on road によって the beach, wind was blowing my minds and light blues 音楽 was flying around. Finally I could relax after hard work and I felt like coming back to earth, like all this time I was sleeping. Guess I was very focus and everything was disappeared. Now I’m back and my all minds too.
I start driving faster to reach my ホーム as fast as possible. When I crossed my doorframe I took of my jacket, took something to drink and took a phone. I need to take care of everything cause my minds will kill me one day.
Jo. It’s late, what time is in London, I close my eyes and start counting. I never was good in time zones. If in LA now is about 8pm, when in ロンドン should be.... about 12pm, am I right? Fuck it’s too late, even if I’m wrong it’s still suppose to be too late for phone call.
Lisa. I could talk with her. Wait 8pm it’s still too late for phone call, unless it would be very serious. Well I think it is. But first I should talk with Jo right?
I took something to drink and sit to watch some TV. Oh great it’s 狐, フォックス commercials, it’s the last thing I need. In screen I saw “House” promo and I close my eyes when they showed last scene of “Help me”. I switch channel and relax on “Animal planet”. Two days later we will shoot House and Cuddy scene again, now in bedroom, I have to focus until then. And I have to talk with Jo too. My minds exploding. Jo, Jo, Jo.
Suddenly my phone rang and I answered without looking at id. “-Jo.” I 発言しました unconsciously and just when in another phone end I heard breath holding I understood that it’s not Jo. “- hello..” I whispered hoping I didn’t scared that person. “- Hugh...” I hold my breath, “- It’s Lisa”, I close my eyes, “- Am I disturbing you?” I was silent but later I scared that she might hang up, “- NO”, I quickly 発言しました in load. Gosh what she is thinking right now. “- Sorry, I guess I’m tired, just few 分 前 I came back from recording studio” ,I was trying to talk in pleasant voice, be friendly like always. “- Oh, well I was calling to ask あなた how it was..” she sounded nervous, is she really calling to ask me about my album. What else. “- Well ...I didn’t started to recording yet,... I just showed them my music... and 発言しました my some thought...”, gosh I started nervous too. I hold my phone as far as I could to took deep breaths. “- ...I already could imagine how amazing it would be”, I couldn’t heard everything what she said, but I don’t think that she would noticed it. “- good to know that someone is optimistic”, I can hear her laughing silently and it make me to smile. “- Always pessimistic“, her voice sound もっと見る pleasant, I like it much more. “- I’m not pessimistic I’m British”, she laugh again.
she have nice laugh and smile off course. I missed it. I wish I could see her smiling right now. I shook my head. Stop it. Bad boy, bad Hugh. What a hell means those minds.
“- あなた know I was thinking about what we talked, about those ビーチ photos, and what my mom said”, she stopped for a second, but I waited for her to continue. “- If I ever told something または did in front of cameras what could make あなた family to be suspicious または あなた could have trouble...I’m really sorry.” And she really sounded sorry. Why did she told me that. It’s cause I 発言しました Jo when I picked up. She never was sorry about anything she told in front of cameras, she always making some kind 表示する for fun , but sometimes I do it too. “- Lisa, it’s everything ok.”, I was trying to make her calm, actually it’s nothing wrong. “- Really? Are あなた sure? Hugh...would あなた tell me if something would be wrong?” she sounded caring , like she would knew what I don’t. “- Yes, off course, あなた are my friend..” I was trying to talk in good mood, but those words was sticking in my mouth and my stomach hurt. “- I’m your friend too and あなた could trust me. If あなた would need help, please tell me.” And again that stomach hurt and words sticking in mouth. Her voice sound so caring, she is so good person, good friend. “- Thank あなた Lisa, あなた good friend.” Suddenly I felt not in mood to talk with her. I knew she wanted to say something else so I yawned loudly. It worked. “-Well, I guess あなた tired, talk あなた later.” She 発言しました still in good mood and I felt in very bad one. “- yeah sure, sleep tight ,” I hanged up the phone first and closed my eyes.
Gosh, I’m so tired but my minds still keeps me conscious. I still have one free 日 until we start shoot House and Cuddy scene. I have a lot to do till then.
We had nice conversation after very long time. So strange how much あなた can miss person when after long time seeing each other every 日 あなた got a 10 days in separate. Lisa was just came back from her holyday in Hawaii, she was tanned little bit もっと見る than usual and her teeth was glowing making her smile even もっと見る special.
Today she looked different, that V cut made her to look like Cuddy and straight hair always changing her very much.
While we were eating she told me about her trip to Hawaii, she always travelling in her free time, guess she saw hall world already. Strange that she didn’t asked about what I was doing in my free time, well I didn’t had it so much, I had to work like executive producer. But she even didn’t asked me did I was in London. That’s weird.
It’s just too bad that we couldn’t spend some もっと見る time. I got a call from recording studio, they finally checked my work and I had to came to discuss about my future album. From when they confirmed my album I’m walking like with wings. I was waiting for this for a long time and I thought that this dream would never came true. And even now, when I already start working with it, I still can’t believe. And I guess I won’t until my album will see the light.
So with sadness that I have to leave Lisa, but with joy about my album, I left with my Porse . Unfortunately I met some journalists near restaurant, I didn’t noticed did they shoot some 写真 または not, but I really hoped that they won’t catch Lisa. Suddenly I start thinking what she 発言しました about those ビーチ photos, it’s really weird what her mother thought. I think Lisa is talking with her mother and really had to tell her that we are just a friends, o maybe she didn’t tell her anything and her mother had to made her own guesses. What if others thinks the same, how it would cost to us, to our personal life.
Gosh I should call Jo. But she would already call me if she would think like that. または maybe my kids. I think William doesn’t care, but what about Rebecca. Gosh.. focus. I need to work and not chasing stupid gossip. I knew that I shouldn’t let Lisa to talk everything she thinks. But why I did it. Cause I never cared, and now...gosh Jo. I knew I should fly to London, I need stop running.
Few 分 later I reached recording studio and I could to focus on work. No other thoughts, nothing just work. 音楽 always make me relax, または maybe 書く make me relax. And when I would finish my book. Work, ok right. Today it’s surprisingly hard to focus, what’s wrong with me. I really need vacation.
I was driving with my Porse on road によって the beach, wind was blowing my minds and light blues 音楽 was flying around. Finally I could relax after hard work and I felt like coming back to earth, like all this time I was sleeping. Guess I was very focus and everything was disappeared. Now I’m back and my all minds too.
I start driving faster to reach my ホーム as fast as possible. When I crossed my doorframe I took of my jacket, took something to drink and took a phone. I need to take care of everything cause my minds will kill me one day.
Jo. It’s late, what time is in London, I close my eyes and start counting. I never was good in time zones. If in LA now is about 8pm, when in ロンドン should be.... about 12pm, am I right? Fuck it’s too late, even if I’m wrong it’s still suppose to be too late for phone call.
Lisa. I could talk with her. Wait 8pm it’s still too late for phone call, unless it would be very serious. Well I think it is. But first I should talk with Jo right?
I took something to drink and sit to watch some TV. Oh great it’s 狐, フォックス commercials, it’s the last thing I need. In screen I saw “House” promo and I close my eyes when they showed last scene of “Help me”. I switch channel and relax on “Animal planet”. Two days later we will shoot House and Cuddy scene again, now in bedroom, I have to focus until then. And I have to talk with Jo too. My minds exploding. Jo, Jo, Jo.
Suddenly my phone rang and I answered without looking at id. “-Jo.” I 発言しました unconsciously and just when in another phone end I heard breath holding I understood that it’s not Jo. “- hello..” I whispered hoping I didn’t scared that person. “- Hugh...” I hold my breath, “- It’s Lisa”, I close my eyes, “- Am I disturbing you?” I was silent but later I scared that she might hang up, “- NO”, I quickly 発言しました in load. Gosh what she is thinking right now. “- Sorry, I guess I’m tired, just few 分 前 I came back from recording studio” ,I was trying to talk in pleasant voice, be friendly like always. “- Oh, well I was calling to ask あなた how it was..” she sounded nervous, is she really calling to ask me about my album. What else. “- Well ...I didn’t started to recording yet,... I just showed them my music... and 発言しました my some thought...”, gosh I started nervous too. I hold my phone as far as I could to took deep breaths. “- ...I already could imagine how amazing it would be”, I couldn’t heard everything what she said, but I don’t think that she would noticed it. “- good to know that someone is optimistic”, I can hear her laughing silently and it make me to smile. “- Always pessimistic“, her voice sound もっと見る pleasant, I like it much more. “- I’m not pessimistic I’m British”, she laugh again.
she have nice laugh and smile off course. I missed it. I wish I could see her smiling right now. I shook my head. Stop it. Bad boy, bad Hugh. What a hell means those minds.
“- あなた know I was thinking about what we talked, about those ビーチ photos, and what my mom said”, she stopped for a second, but I waited for her to continue. “- If I ever told something または did in front of cameras what could make あなた family to be suspicious または あなた could have trouble...I’m really sorry.” And she really sounded sorry. Why did she told me that. It’s cause I 発言しました Jo when I picked up. She never was sorry about anything she told in front of cameras, she always making some kind 表示する for fun , but sometimes I do it too. “- Lisa, it’s everything ok.”, I was trying to make her calm, actually it’s nothing wrong. “- Really? Are あなた sure? Hugh...would あなた tell me if something would be wrong?” she sounded caring , like she would knew what I don’t. “- Yes, off course, あなた are my friend..” I was trying to talk in good mood, but those words was sticking in my mouth and my stomach hurt. “- I’m your friend too and あなた could trust me. If あなた would need help, please tell me.” And again that stomach hurt and words sticking in mouth. Her voice sound so caring, she is so good person, good friend. “- Thank あなた Lisa, あなた good friend.” Suddenly I felt not in mood to talk with her. I knew she wanted to say something else so I yawned loudly. It worked. “-Well, I guess あなた tired, talk あなた later.” She 発言しました still in good mood and I felt in very bad one. “- yeah sure, sleep tight ,” I hanged up the phone first and closed my eyes.
Gosh, I’m so tired but my minds still keeps me conscious. I still have one free 日 until we start shoot House and Cuddy scene. I have a lot to do till then.