Sticking to one shots for now until my real ファン fics can materialize into fixed ideas. Until then, enjoy all my one shots.
Consider this--post EF.
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If the nights were this easy,
and the days were longer than said,
for once I'd be capable enough,
to release あなた from my head.
For every toss I plan to make,
it 返信 with constant turning,
and escaping によって shutting my eyes,
the attempt just leaves me burning.
For every smile that grazed your face,
for every stare left broken,
for the laughter that あなた gave,
the dreading words unspoken.
The guilt stands beneath the surface,
a mere pigment in my skin,
yet it causes far もっと見る problems,
affecting me far within.
If the nights were just this easy,
and the days were longer than done,
for once I could finally say,
this time I actually won.
Gasp.
House had shot upright on the ソファー, ソファ with a cold thread of sweat framing his face. His face in complete alarm, he looked around him in terror.
Darkness practically consuming him, he unfixed his eyes from the trance and fell back yet again onto his pillow. Out the window, the moon gleamed with glory, but for some reason continued to disappear behind the clouds. As if hiding in shame. The nights' air was too sweet, and too cold. The third 日 of October; Why wouldn't it be?
Wiping down his face, and running his hands through his hair, he didn't dare go back to sleep. This reoccurring scenario had already happened one too many times tonight. Moreover, the entire week. So he sat up, carrying over his leg onto the cold floor, and glanced at the ウォール clock. He sighed in aggravation seeing how late--four a.m. to be exact--it already was. Seeing no point to actually go back to sleep, he forced himself into the キッチン and made coffee for himself. Wilson could make his own when he would wake. And besides, he needed all the coffee he could get for the long 日 ahead.
---
"Chase--get a tox screen. She's obviously an idiot if she thinks she just can't get drunk and then do drugs. Cameron, get an MRI. Still can't rule out cancer till we do. Foreman, 検索 the home. There's probably もっと見る than unprotected sex that she's hiding from us." A familiar command that seemed to echo throughout the outer-office gave an eerie feeling to House. Watching them walk out, he himself walked into his office and taken によって surprise, immediately met ends with Cuddy.
"Whoa. Why hello there--what happened with your face. あなた living up to your nickname now, partypants?" he 発言しました as he walked to his desk. She sighed in annoyance before answering.
"You have a lot of them, let's just say all of them."
"Okay,"
"You know the deal."
"yes I do. No patients, no procedures. It looks like Lucifer has 与えられた me my powers, but with benefits. Nothing's changed since last week either. Throwing that aside. What was your problem last night."
"I'm tired."
"Clearly."
"I don't know what else there is to discuss beyond that."
"Right." He got up again as she began to walk out and walked right up to her, his head practically about to arch over.
"Hey." he whispered. She turned around, and found herself inches from his face.
"happy birthday." he finished. Scoffing, before smiling greatly, she looked down at the floor, and up again.
"Who told you."
"What, あなた don't think I'd remember--"
"No." she stated firmly.
"You don't seem to appreciate the gesture."
"Like I said. I'm tired. Let's try this again in a few hours." shocked at her retort, he focused his eyes at her as she walked out.
"Oh-kay."
Walking back to her office, all she could do was swear under her breath with one tear to streaming down her face. With no surprise to her--this unhappiness was always common on her own day.
"She hates Douglas." House proclaimed as he busted open Wilson's door.
"What ever happened to hello's--the greatest salutation ever created."
"Also the most mundane, therefore I opened with this one." he plopped a シート, 座席 onto Wilson's couch. Basically starting how all their great conversations started.
"Elaborate."
"Hello was used--"
"No, the relevant one."
"Right. I 発言しました happy birthday to her."
"Rel-e-vant. Yes I think I 発言しました that right."
"She's pissed now."
"Angry at you, ah yes. Of course. She is pissed at あなた for something, あなた being the pain in her 尻, お尻 which means she despises Douglas, her boyfriend. I see where you're going with this."
"He's done something."
"No, あなた are searching for fault in him, non-existing faults because she caught up with you."
"He's not perfect."
"I'm not saying that he is."
"He's done something."
"No, あなた have. You're torturing her with all of this. She's torn between あなた two, and you're both pulling her to shreds."
"So you're saying I should give up. Stop fighting."
"I'm saying, stop fighting her. Stop fighting her, によって pushing her to choose you. You're trying to capture air House. Yes, it's there. あなた can't see it, あなた can't feel it. I'm not surprised that the uncertainty is pushing your limits. But あなた have to gently carry it in. It's too quick, and too fragile to just steal away." House sighed, and stood up, walked in front of Wilson and opened the door.
"Well then tell me, what do あなた do, when you're running out of air?" Wilson didn't answer.
"I can't let him suffocate me. Because--I need to breathe." he gently closed the door, leaving Wilson in dismay.
---
House had no where to go. He was free from clinic, no dealing with patients period--no procedures to carry out. All he could do was toss his ball against the ウォール as he laid back in his chair. As he bounced it back and forth with the handle of his cane, his force intensified. Eventually driving it off course to ricochet against the glass doors and back onto his desk. He had enough, he couldn't hold back any longer.
In a 迅速, スウィフト movement, he had strode to his doors and flung them open, and he began to go down the hallways in perfect strides. He reached the elevator in a matter of seconds.
Reaching the lobby floor, he dodged and ducked people that came his way. He finally made it to the clinic and swept によって the nurses. But as soon as his eyes reached her office, he came to a shifted stop. link
Her lips were tied with Douglas, who had a colorful bouquet in one hand, while Cuddy held a charm bracelet. Switching his eyes from left to right, he stood stationary. When he just pulled her into an embrace, she immediately caught his eyes. Her facial expression changed. He slightly shook his head at her, as if motioning to stay. And then he gave a curt nod, before looking both ways, and dashing out of there as fast as his leg could allow.
Part of leaving Mayfield had an impact on House. He decided to stir up his own lessons. Maybe not consciously, but lessons that benefited him in a way where they could pay him back later. This particular lesson he had accomplished without waver, and without hesitation. The lesson, of silence. Learning to silence.
Consider this--post EF.
__________________________________________________
If the nights were this easy,
and the days were longer than said,
for once I'd be capable enough,
to release あなた from my head.
For every toss I plan to make,
it 返信 with constant turning,
and escaping によって shutting my eyes,
the attempt just leaves me burning.
For every smile that grazed your face,
for every stare left broken,
for the laughter that あなた gave,
the dreading words unspoken.
The guilt stands beneath the surface,
a mere pigment in my skin,
yet it causes far もっと見る problems,
affecting me far within.
If the nights were just this easy,
and the days were longer than done,
for once I could finally say,
this time I actually won.
Gasp.
House had shot upright on the ソファー, ソファ with a cold thread of sweat framing his face. His face in complete alarm, he looked around him in terror.
Darkness practically consuming him, he unfixed his eyes from the trance and fell back yet again onto his pillow. Out the window, the moon gleamed with glory, but for some reason continued to disappear behind the clouds. As if hiding in shame. The nights' air was too sweet, and too cold. The third 日 of October; Why wouldn't it be?
Wiping down his face, and running his hands through his hair, he didn't dare go back to sleep. This reoccurring scenario had already happened one too many times tonight. Moreover, the entire week. So he sat up, carrying over his leg onto the cold floor, and glanced at the ウォール clock. He sighed in aggravation seeing how late--four a.m. to be exact--it already was. Seeing no point to actually go back to sleep, he forced himself into the キッチン and made coffee for himself. Wilson could make his own when he would wake. And besides, he needed all the coffee he could get for the long 日 ahead.
---
"Chase--get a tox screen. She's obviously an idiot if she thinks she just can't get drunk and then do drugs. Cameron, get an MRI. Still can't rule out cancer till we do. Foreman, 検索 the home. There's probably もっと見る than unprotected sex that she's hiding from us." A familiar command that seemed to echo throughout the outer-office gave an eerie feeling to House. Watching them walk out, he himself walked into his office and taken によって surprise, immediately met ends with Cuddy.
"Whoa. Why hello there--what happened with your face. あなた living up to your nickname now, partypants?" he 発言しました as he walked to his desk. She sighed in annoyance before answering.
"You have a lot of them, let's just say all of them."
"Okay,"
"You know the deal."
"yes I do. No patients, no procedures. It looks like Lucifer has 与えられた me my powers, but with benefits. Nothing's changed since last week either. Throwing that aside. What was your problem last night."
"I'm tired."
"Clearly."
"I don't know what else there is to discuss beyond that."
"Right." He got up again as she began to walk out and walked right up to her, his head practically about to arch over.
"Hey." he whispered. She turned around, and found herself inches from his face.
"happy birthday." he finished. Scoffing, before smiling greatly, she looked down at the floor, and up again.
"Who told you."
"What, あなた don't think I'd remember--"
"No." she stated firmly.
"You don't seem to appreciate the gesture."
"Like I said. I'm tired. Let's try this again in a few hours." shocked at her retort, he focused his eyes at her as she walked out.
"Oh-kay."
Walking back to her office, all she could do was swear under her breath with one tear to streaming down her face. With no surprise to her--this unhappiness was always common on her own day.
"She hates Douglas." House proclaimed as he busted open Wilson's door.
"What ever happened to hello's--the greatest salutation ever created."
"Also the most mundane, therefore I opened with this one." he plopped a シート, 座席 onto Wilson's couch. Basically starting how all their great conversations started.
"Elaborate."
"Hello was used--"
"No, the relevant one."
"Right. I 発言しました happy birthday to her."
"Rel-e-vant. Yes I think I 発言しました that right."
"She's pissed now."
"Angry at you, ah yes. Of course. She is pissed at あなた for something, あなた being the pain in her 尻, お尻 which means she despises Douglas, her boyfriend. I see where you're going with this."
"He's done something."
"No, あなた are searching for fault in him, non-existing faults because she caught up with you."
"He's not perfect."
"I'm not saying that he is."
"He's done something."
"No, あなた have. You're torturing her with all of this. She's torn between あなた two, and you're both pulling her to shreds."
"So you're saying I should give up. Stop fighting."
"I'm saying, stop fighting her. Stop fighting her, によって pushing her to choose you. You're trying to capture air House. Yes, it's there. あなた can't see it, あなた can't feel it. I'm not surprised that the uncertainty is pushing your limits. But あなた have to gently carry it in. It's too quick, and too fragile to just steal away." House sighed, and stood up, walked in front of Wilson and opened the door.
"Well then tell me, what do あなた do, when you're running out of air?" Wilson didn't answer.
"I can't let him suffocate me. Because--I need to breathe." he gently closed the door, leaving Wilson in dismay.
---
House had no where to go. He was free from clinic, no dealing with patients period--no procedures to carry out. All he could do was toss his ball against the ウォール as he laid back in his chair. As he bounced it back and forth with the handle of his cane, his force intensified. Eventually driving it off course to ricochet against the glass doors and back onto his desk. He had enough, he couldn't hold back any longer.
In a 迅速, スウィフト movement, he had strode to his doors and flung them open, and he began to go down the hallways in perfect strides. He reached the elevator in a matter of seconds.
Reaching the lobby floor, he dodged and ducked people that came his way. He finally made it to the clinic and swept によって the nurses. But as soon as his eyes reached her office, he came to a shifted stop. link
Her lips were tied with Douglas, who had a colorful bouquet in one hand, while Cuddy held a charm bracelet. Switching his eyes from left to right, he stood stationary. When he just pulled her into an embrace, she immediately caught his eyes. Her facial expression changed. He slightly shook his head at her, as if motioning to stay. And then he gave a curt nod, before looking both ways, and dashing out of there as fast as his leg could allow.
Part of leaving Mayfield had an impact on House. He decided to stir up his own lessons. Maybe not consciously, but lessons that benefited him in a way where they could pay him back later. This particular lesson he had accomplished without waver, and without hesitation. The lesson, of silence. Learning to silence.
His ハート, 心 was stolen 20 years ago
From the blue eyed angel
によって the brown eyed devil
He ロスト the devil and was left with the memories of both heaven and hell
He could speak to the angel, dare he tell?
For he was still in 愛 with her
Her big blue eyes
Her smile that lights up his world
But no, he is still miserable
20 years have passed
Since these 恋愛中 laughed
They’ve seen eachother fall
And she’s created a wall
Every man will fail
Except for one male
His first name she dares to speak
For she fears she might be forced to 愛 again
She could try…no
He will disappoint her, she will disappoint him
Together they feel for eachother
In a way that is none other
They get so close then so far away
They mustn’t keep their 愛 at bay
They must admit their feelings
And become better human beings
From the blue eyed angel
によって the brown eyed devil
He ロスト the devil and was left with the memories of both heaven and hell
He could speak to the angel, dare he tell?
For he was still in 愛 with her
Her big blue eyes
Her smile that lights up his world
But no, he is still miserable
20 years have passed
Since these 恋愛中 laughed
They’ve seen eachother fall
And she’s created a wall
Every man will fail
Except for one male
His first name she dares to speak
For she fears she might be forced to 愛 again
She could try…no
He will disappoint her, she will disappoint him
Together they feel for eachother
In a way that is none other
They get so close then so far away
They mustn’t keep their 愛 at bay
They must admit their feelings
And become better human beings