Help!

Okay, so I'm going into sixth grade but my boyfriend is a 年 ahead and he is going to a new school. I'm worried he might cheat on me. His 'friend' Aorua is sortof my friend, but she is closer to CJ than I am. This guy Noah keeps making rumors about me and CJ and I just want to パンチ Noah's lights out. I can't tell if I even like CJ back because I don't feel anything when he says he loves me. HELP! SO MANY PROBLEMS!