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Dear Obi,
It has been forever since i seen あなた last. When will あなた come home?
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Dear Lorrain,
I wish i could tell あなた how i feel.
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Dear Obi,
why dont あなた answer me back?
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Dear Lorrain,
Its hard to explain, i dont think i can make あなた understand.
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Dear Obi,
why what is it あなた want to say?
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Dear Lorrain,
I know we were フレンズ but i think i 愛 you.
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PS: Its about a boy who loves his best friend but she doesnt 愛 him back. I know its kind of an awkward thing but its just a beginning and i would like to know what あなた think.

Still I 表示する No Pain
© Sarah
I don’t scream
I don’t 表示する no fear
I 表示する hate

My face was burning
I wanted to die
Pleasure themselves
But torture me
I don’t cry

Not giving them the satisfaction
Smacked around
Beat down
Still I 表示する now pain

Harder and Harder
Still I 表示する no pain

Cursing
Still I 表示する no pain

Inside me
Still I 表示する no pain

About 2 hours
Felt like a life time
Everything they hoped for they didn’t get

Until I got home
I cried my eyes out

In the shower
I cried my eyes out

On my bed
I cried my eyes out

Best フレンズ shoulder
I cried my eyes out

When ever I think about it
I cry my eyes out

When someone touches me
I feel it again
Until I’m aware that its someone I love
And I grow comfortable again


Source: Still I 表示する No Pain, Rape Poems link

I know it's cheesy, but i have no other way to put it
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あなた see me cry,
あなた see me bleed,
あなた see my hurt,
so why wont あなた talk to me?

あなた see me look at あなた when あなた walk by,
when you're not looking, i sit and cry.

How does it feel,
when the one あなた love,
thinks you're a freak?

You're the person,
that makes me smile,
but also make me sad,
and when あなた smile,
at that other girl,
why does it hurt so bad?

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Tell me, are あなた in 愛 with someone who thinks you're weird? Tell me..... Please, because when he walks によって me, I feel like my world is falling apart because he doesnt even like me back :'(

(The Ones I love) My Family


I remember when we first met
And I remember あなた smiling
Can it be true?
That one day
あなた would be my everything

I remember growing up
I remember the laughter that we shared
And remember あなた taught me
to seize the moment
and one 日 I will prove to あなた and me

Can't be right
All m life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When あなた leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
Stay together forever
But I know that one day
You'll have to leave me all the same

I wonder if あなた know
How much I 愛 you
And beleive that every word is true
You've watched me grow up strong
And I know it might seem wrong
But you've earned your rest
So rest your head and dream for me

Can't be right
All my life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When あなた leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
stay together forever
But I know that one 日
You'll leavev me all the same