this spot has all my 詩 on it...every1 who reads it says I'm dark and the 次 Poe... link
but 4 those who don't feel like going there, imma post 1 of my fav. poems i have
I know あなた won't let go of me
You're my greatest faceless enemy
Though all あなた do is hurt me
I guess misery loves company...
And あなた won't let me leave あなた lonely....
Though sometimes あなた speak so soothingly....
I almost don't want あなた to leave me....
I'll suffer so very slowly....
Because あなた know just what to say to me.....
To keep me here, knowingly.
Because this is just the way it must be.
I have no choice
Because your voice...
It keeps me here...
So I can not fear.
The most difficult thing...
Is the ring ring in my ear...
Telling me to let go
That I don't belong here...
But I feel instantly drawn
To the bloody dawn.
And, though darkly inspired
I have to desired
A life beyond my own.
But あなた will hold me till death
And I know I will let you
Because I know I am weak inside,
Though tough outside
A small child hidden
Crying....crying to get out.
Crying to be free
Crying....though something much less then glee
No....I know not of the sin.
I do not want anything
I know is beyond my reach.
Keep them away from me
Put up a wall
Don't let it fall
Not fall, nor crumble, under them.
Their lies, their hate, their glares...
Keep them away, stay aware.
I know they'll hurt me
That's why I don't want them in.
I won't let them in
And I know あなた won't either.
So Dear Agony
That's why I won't let あなた leave me...
Because without you, no one would understand me.
You, and only you, know the real me.
Maybe because あなた made this way...
または maybe because あなた stay with me every day...
I honestly don't know
But I know this feeling will grow...
But I don't know what this feeling is.
Maybe I find pleasure in the pain
または maybe because あなた let me laugh at