(Okay before I start I just want to warn you, this maybe sad, so don't cry.....well if あなた do cry maybe that means あなた like, huh? Okay on with the story., and also this may sound so corny but, i'm corny so,lol)
Dear Dairy,
It's been 3 years after the casket was moved,
Sometimes I forget what 愛 really means. Does it mean, to have strong feelings, to devote someone with a passion? Love, is not really a word, I should be using in this point, もっと見る than that like.....passionate devotion.
Once I could leave the same place I start, it will soon start over, but not in a way I wanted. I want to start off, hearing "Princess" または "Goody-Goody", something I usually dislike from my perspective, at least I used to.
Now, it so quiet so peace, so unlike the life I had. It shouldn't be like this. I don't to go everyday and put the same amount of お花 on his grave like it's a daily basis. I don't want sit in peace and calm and quiet, I want annoyance. Something to sooth what I want, but now is gone.
I like waking up at 2:00 am in the morning from loud 音楽 playing, I like it, and sometimes wish, I could hear it again. I could my so-call-name being called:"Princess, let's go for a walk."I can hear, I can also hear all the times I dismissed all of the opportunities I had, but did not take the advantage to use.
Yes, I know. It's hard. Everyday, same plan, same work, same fiends, but not the same life. If I couldn't have his body, than give me his soul, at least the proof of him living. Was I waiting to long, that finally the king of kings decided to teach me a lesson. Teach me to 愛 what あなた want. I do! I Do! Please lord, give me a chance, just one more, give me his soul, I need it, please.
What I did remember was, that before he had gone parish, he said,"Princess, あなた don't have to overly give what あなた want, the 愛 あなた want."I didn't understand what he meant.
Now I do. Don't try to be what others want, just receive what the 愛 あなた can get. I should have listen.
I don't really care what others think, now that the say,"You don't know whats good to あなた until it's taken away" is now taking it's tole on me, physically, and mentally on my body.
Before, it's my time, I asked, if I could have a casket right 次 to him. あなた know, sometimes I could still hear his 音楽 playing, his motorbike running, his historical laughter, and his voice calling my name......Princess
*On his casket, it says:"Duncan James Coleman
Always will be loved
Forever will be loved によって Courtney Daniels...."
Dear Dairy,
It's been 3 years after the casket was moved,
Sometimes I forget what 愛 really means. Does it mean, to have strong feelings, to devote someone with a passion? Love, is not really a word, I should be using in this point, もっと見る than that like.....passionate devotion.
Once I could leave the same place I start, it will soon start over, but not in a way I wanted. I want to start off, hearing "Princess" または "Goody-Goody", something I usually dislike from my perspective, at least I used to.
Now, it so quiet so peace, so unlike the life I had. It shouldn't be like this. I don't to go everyday and put the same amount of お花 on his grave like it's a daily basis. I don't want sit in peace and calm and quiet, I want annoyance. Something to sooth what I want, but now is gone.
I like waking up at 2:00 am in the morning from loud 音楽 playing, I like it, and sometimes wish, I could hear it again. I could my so-call-name being called:"Princess, let's go for a walk."I can hear, I can also hear all the times I dismissed all of the opportunities I had, but did not take the advantage to use.
Yes, I know. It's hard. Everyday, same plan, same work, same fiends, but not the same life. If I couldn't have his body, than give me his soul, at least the proof of him living. Was I waiting to long, that finally the king of kings decided to teach me a lesson. Teach me to 愛 what あなた want. I do! I Do! Please lord, give me a chance, just one more, give me his soul, I need it, please.
What I did remember was, that before he had gone parish, he said,"Princess, あなた don't have to overly give what あなた want, the 愛 あなた want."I didn't understand what he meant.
Now I do. Don't try to be what others want, just receive what the 愛 あなた can get. I should have listen.
I don't really care what others think, now that the say,"You don't know whats good to あなた until it's taken away" is now taking it's tole on me, physically, and mentally on my body.
Before, it's my time, I asked, if I could have a casket right 次 to him. あなた know, sometimes I could still hear his 音楽 playing, his motorbike running, his historical laughter, and his voice calling my name......Princess
*On his casket, it says:"Duncan James Coleman
Always will be loved
Forever will be loved によって Courtney Daniels...."
Courtney: *thinks OMG! my two bffs from CIT camp! Hadar and Issabella!* Hi Guys!
Hadar(LOL that's me!): hi! I saw あなた on the show!
Issabella: me too!
Hadar: あなた totally didn't deserve to get cheated on.
Courtney: awww thanks guys! But don't worry I met this really great guy at the cafe. His name is Andrew. He's sweet, charming, funny, smart, sensitive, sencible, and amazing!
Andrew: *comes in* こんにちは Court!*kisses her on cheek*
Duncan: *walks by* Who's this?
Courtney: Andrew. My...boyfriend.
Duncan: oh...
Issabella and Hadar: *sings* Awkward!
Courtney: Yeah sorry, but, あなた cheated on me and that's unforgivable. But we can still be friends! Right?
Duncan: yeah...well see あなた around...bye.
Courtney: See ya.
Hadar(LOL that's me!): hi! I saw あなた on the show!
Issabella: me too!
Hadar: あなた totally didn't deserve to get cheated on.
Courtney: awww thanks guys! But don't worry I met this really great guy at the cafe. His name is Andrew. He's sweet, charming, funny, smart, sensitive, sencible, and amazing!
Andrew: *comes in* こんにちは Court!*kisses her on cheek*
Duncan: *walks by* Who's this?
Courtney: Andrew. My...boyfriend.
Duncan: oh...
Issabella and Hadar: *sings* Awkward!
Courtney: Yeah sorry, but, あなた cheated on me and that's unforgivable. But we can still be friends! Right?
Duncan: yeah...well see あなた around...bye.
Courtney: See ya.
こんにちは everyone, im going to write a series and each of the chapters start with a line または two from a song!
"Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world, she took the midnight train going anywhere, just a city boy, born and raised in south detriot, he took the midnight train going anywhere."
The train makes a soft humming noise. I look up and see a light flickering. I look out the window and see the bright buildings. I sigh and take out my book.
"NEXT STOP! DETROIT!" a man over the speaker says. "Grr, this was supposed to be a non-stop train all the way to Chicago!" The Brunette yells.
A teen boy in ripped up clothes and a messed up green mowhawk walks onto the train and sits down across from the brunette.
To be continued...
So should i continue?
"Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world, she took the midnight train going anywhere, just a city boy, born and raised in south detriot, he took the midnight train going anywhere."
The train makes a soft humming noise. I look up and see a light flickering. I look out the window and see the bright buildings. I sigh and take out my book.
"NEXT STOP! DETROIT!" a man over the speaker says. "Grr, this was supposed to be a non-stop train all the way to Chicago!" The Brunette yells.
A teen boy in ripped up clothes and a messed up green mowhawk walks onto the train and sits down across from the brunette.
To be continued...
So should i continue?