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posted by malmcd
Gone But not Forgotten

The girl they seen unbreakable- broke.
The girl they seen so strong- crumbled.
The girl they seen who always laughed it off- cried.
The girl they thought would never stop trying- finally gave up.

They all thought that she was fine,
But the truth, they would never find.

She was tired of faking a smile.
All she ever did was smile and pretend everything was okay.
If あなた look beyond her smile,
あなた would see something あなた just wouldn't understand.

People starte talking just a little too much.
She ran out of people she could trust.

She was tired of crying and didn't want to talk to anybody,
She just wanted to be alone.

She had problems,
Problems only few knew about.
She wanted an out.
Wanted one so bad, but didn't know if there was one.

Usually she was happy.
Tried to hide what was wrong.

She had cut her arms,
But not just for attention, just to see if someone cared.
Before she cut she would always hear-
'This is your life, do あなた know what yuor about to do? '

Did she ever pay attention?

I know she wanted to put her past behind her,
So she could start her future, .
It kept hanging ove her like a rain 雲, クラウド that just wouldn't go away.

To all the people that knew her addiction,
All she thought was-
'Its my wrist, my arms, my blood, so why do あなた care? '

All she wanted was to be happy again.
But found no solution.

She never had the chance to learn what life was about...
Hanging on when your ハート, 心 has had enough, but,
Giving もっと見る when あなた want to give up.

She was a little girl with big dreams
She had a big ハート, 心 but,
She would never sceam.
Just kept it bottled up inside and thought
'Pain, pain go away,
Slit my wrist and watch me fade,
Into the darkeness, away from the light,
Praying that I can hold on tight.'

She always wanted to go back to believing in evevrything,
And knowing nothing at all.

Just because she wasn't crying,
Didn't mean she was okay.
She didn't care what anyone thought anymore.

Wanted to promise herself to be strong
Promise to think her best and work her best.
Promise to believe that as long as あなた are true to yourself
あなた can do whatever あなた want.

She though of her parents,
'So take this razor sign あなた name
Across my wrists so evryone knows who left me like this.
But have no shame because あなた are the ones to blame.'

She was always bright,
Intellegent girls are always もっと見る depressed.
They know that the world will lie.
They don't think that everything will be alright.

She spoke in third person,
SO she could forget about herself,
So I can forget that I'm me.

So I guess she
Thougth that her only option was
To take her life.

They will always 愛 her,
Always miss her.
But will never know what she was thinking
または what she felt, the night she died.

As they lowered her casket in the ground,
Everyone stood there without a sound.
posted by SongGirl50701
 Tears...
Tears...
Hall of Fame

by SongGirl (Maria mason)
Hall of Fame:Consequences

    
The 日 Has Come To Seak Light, What DOES SOMEONE Do When They Have No shoulder To Burry In?
"How does a girl come out from a rabbit hole, un changed? The answer: She doesn't."
"It's time to stop pretending and take my ハート, 心 in my own hands. Leave your prints on my ハート, 心 but I've got nothing to loose." ~Laura Walter

"You can't help to turn back and hope that you'll get another shot but its not. Let the soothing doubts around あなた get too あなた is just simply something I can't do. So I am locked up tight in a...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Wearing Kat's hat
Wearing Kat's hat
Song Girl~ I have been listening to a lot of 音楽 that has been making me understand life but I found a lot of songs that makes me realizes this is similar; BUT OH MY GOD!!! I FUCKING 愛 あなた THREE DAYS GRACE!!!!!!

Songs I 愛 によって Three Days Grace:

get Out Alive
Never Too Late
Riot
Animal I have become
Pain
The Good Life
Break
Let It Die
Operation
Its All Over
over and Over
Time Of Dying
Gone Forever
One-X
Running Away

"Life Starts Now"
苦い Taste
Break
World So Cold
ロスト In You
The Good Life
No More
Last To Know
Someone Who Cares
Bully
Without You
Goin' Down
Life Starts Now

"Transit Of Venus"
Sign...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Crazy Girl
Crazy Girl
Crazy Girl

"I don't know what I did to deserve this."
"I just want to curl up and just die in the core of the earth."
"I've never felt so alone. I don't know why they called me all those mean names. I just want to fit in."

Soon there will be laughter instead of the voices.
The new ditches are dug with Satin softly speaking towards us to drag the blade.
Names marked on us like banners, but they don't understand decide to cut あなた and deny their skill while they tear あなた apart.
oh, either way would have been the way to awaken from the depths.

So the エンジェル of me dies with the screams of my blood.
Still...
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~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~

Black ハート, 心 Black Soul

Filthy like Coal

Dark ハート, 心 Dark Soul

Not even a Role

Gloomy ハート, 心 Gloomy Soul

Left there Broken

On an Abandoned Knoll

Cold ハート, 心 Cold Soul

Never a Whole

Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds

Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry

Leaving Scars

I might as well Die

With my Black ハート, 心 and Black Soul

Maybe あなた will come によって

And Watch me Weep

As I zoom in to a forever Sleep

~~~ Anonymous

"A Note from the Author"

Every 4o 秒 a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths または easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings あなた down really does hurt. Most of the time あなた don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am または even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
 "I wonder if they'd miss me..."
"I wonder if they'd miss me..."
Hearing Damage
CHAPTER 1–Damee’s Past.

December 24th, 2004

I smiled as I saw two faces in the mirror. One of them was mine and the other was of a woman who looked to be in her late twenties with dark brown hair and dark cerulean eyes. She was wearing a dark blue dress with diamond earrings and her face full of light make-up. In the mirror, I thought of her as a princess like in those fairytale stories.
The woman was my mom.
My mom breathed, squeezing my shoulders gently. "You look beautiful sweetie," she said.
"Thanks mom." I smiled a small smile, looking over at her. I was scared of my reflection,...
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Did あなた know that 160,00 kids stay ホーム from school everyday?

Because of Bullying and beginning abused at school...

There
Alone
Afraid
Hurt
Need Help
Crying
Silent
Dieing inside
Slowly killing them selfs...

While あなた stand there and watch and don't do anything..

Most kids don't tell anyone there being bullied because there scared...

144,000 of the 160,000 are reaching out to us we listen buts theres really nothing we can do..

Because there telling theres storys on youtube..

144,000 of them are trying to reach out to strangers...

When they could tell someone 次 to them...

Will あなた just watch as someone slowlly...
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posted by malmcd
Hatred

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And あなた know what I am capable of.
For I am a human instinct,
And yet a daemon from the Pit,
And あなた must beware of me,
For I can kill あなた in the end.

I am the reason
You hold a grudge against your friend,
For I am the reason あなた cannot forgive him,
And I am also the reason why あなた murdered
The man who wronged あなた in plain sight.

I am the reason
That Jacob and Esau fought so
Badly and yet held a grudge.
I am also the reason why Cain and Abel
Did not get along,
And why Cain murdered Abel,
His own brother.

I am the reason why the Israelites
Made the Golden Calf
While Moses...
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posted by malmcd
Greed

Do あなた want everything in life?
Do あなた always want everything?
Anything あなた can ever imagine?

My friend, I am your worst enemy.
I am the reason あなた are
So materialistic and so miserable,
For あなた know that I am
One of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And あなた know that I will kill you
Eventually,
And it amuses me to see あなた suffer.

All あなた want is money
And もっと見る money,
And あなた want the newest car,
The newest cell phone,
Expensive watches,
The newest TV,
The newest appliances,
The new iPad,
And the new iPhone.

Money is your god,
And あなた have forgotten about Him,
The one who has 与えられた あなた everything,
The one who is the reason...
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posted by malmcd
Sloth

'Do あなた ever get off the couch, sir?
Do あなた ever get off the ソファー, ソファ and stop watching TV?
Do あなた ever go for a run?
Do あなた ever simply walk around または exercise outside?
Do あなた just play video games all day, sir?
Do あなた even do any work?
Man, あなた are lazy! '

I would not be surprised if someone
Said this to you, my friend,
For I am the cause of it all.
I am one of the Deadly Sins,
As あなた humans call me,
For I am what makes people a lazy bum.

I am a daemon from the pits of hell,
As are all my other brothers,
But I must say,
That I am not a sin,
But rather a human instinct.
And it amuses me to see あなた sit around...
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posted by malmcd
If tears left scars then the world would know who あなた truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would 表示する them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would 表示する them your pain and sadness that あなた always have tried to keep in
But one 日 あなた just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because あなた long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one あなた want most is breaking あなた but あなた still 愛 him in the end?

Maybe it's all of those things...
または maybe your just hurt and afraid that あなた can never fix your self again...

If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in もっと見る ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that 日 comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...


Fierce & 愛
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
I woke up to Moms voice
"Anneri I need あなた too go out to the vines today!" Me and Anneri lay on the floor, me against the wall, Anneri pressed into my chest. At Moms call Anneri sat up, her black hair a mess.
"Coming Mommie!" she shouted and quickly ran a brush through her hair, grabbed her hoodie and grabbed her usual sack. I walked with her into the kitchen, Dad was sprawled out sitting in a chair his face on the table. Not surprisingly, another bottle in his hand. Mom handed Anneri a bottle of water and brushed Anneri's hair out of her eye.
"You know which vines to pick right? And which...
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There's a crack in my ハート, 心 from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.

My ハート, 心 has your name written all over it
My ハート, 心 beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.

Why.
Why did あなた leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let あなた go
Your the only one that can fix my heart

But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...

I can't trusted あなた
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave あなた and never look back
But I can't because my ハート, 心 can't last much longer

Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but あなた don't hear
あなた just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain

How can あなた be so curl when I gave あなた everything I had
Your a ハート, 心 breaker
あなた don't get it do you
あなた broke me
and あなた hurt me
and あなた felt nothing...
    Alice could still fell the warm breeze glide across her skin and through her blonde streaked イチゴ red hair, making it fly every which way. She remembered looking over at he father with his warm brown eyes and brown hair a shade litter then his eyes. His nose big as every. She would always make fun of him for that nose. She remembered leaning in to give him a warm キッス on the check and saying, “I 愛 あなた dad.” He looked down at her and said,”I 愛 あなた two.” As he turned into the 次 road, She gasp. He slams on the breaks but it’s to late. They were...
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This is a little song I wrote after I herd that one song :P

(Female Solo)
What won't kill me will make me stronger
I'll try to stand a little taller even thought hurts
Tryin to keep my head up high
When other people beat me down
But I just say

What dosn't kill me makes me stronger
I'll try and stand a little taller
Then I'm lean'n over to help others up
And hold there hand when I'm trying to get braver
Trying to get smarter
Maybe when I'm dead they will understand
But my フレンズ pull me back up
And we will say together

(Two もっと見る girls 登録する in)
What dosnt kill us makes us stronger
Make ourselves a little...
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posted by snootygirl50701
~Magically Gone~
Review
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. ホーム that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your エンジェル wings won't work and あなた atleast knock down your mother's diary. The 愛 twisting story will bring あなた alive to the real world. Your エンジェル または バタフライ, 蝶 wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!

This is for ALL あなた fly fellows! *giggles*

♥ SnOoKiE♥
♪♪♪♪
posted by snootygirl50701
 Rose
Rose
~Magically Gone~
Book 1: Blown Away
Proluage
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Dear Diary,

I never knew I was pregnant. No one would have expected it. Only,I am. Eight months pregnant with a little girl in me. I know she will be great as her owner. For her too live the life she wants to. I believe I might name her Bella または Rocky. I'll just have to wait and see....

Love to my little girl in me,
Vanessa
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Dear Diary,

Its the ninth month. I'm ready. I hope. I'll be right her...
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posted by allicyn123
"Just a waste of time," when the words hit me I didn't expect tue extreme shock even Dana looks back at Izzy with surprised eyes. I cant move, it hurts. Music? A waste of time? I can't even stop my mouth from barely falling open as Izzy stares back at us coldly and almost hisses "What? It's a waste of my time!" I'm sure あなた wouldn't have 発言しました that a 年 ago I almost blurt out but I know better and just watch Izzy angrily walk away. What about all the times we spent just having a half 時 a 日 to at around as Izzy lightly played her ギター and I sat there 歌う the lyrics. Those ads are...
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SOME WORDS AND THERE MEANINGS

The Golden Race- Golden Race is a race to the Dream Star.

Dream Star- The Dream 星, つ星 is a magical light that can grant any wish または dream all あなた have to do is touch it.

The ハート, 心 Festival- The ハート, 心 Festival is the 日 when the pick the three names out of the jar to go into the race.

Unica- A place (country) were the people and creatures are ruled によって a President. The President desides what あなた do when あなた do it and how あなた do it. There is no freedom.

Hangor- Hangor is the Capital of Unica.

Ulla- Ulla is part of Unica. It is the poorest part and it was boomed because...
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posted by SongGirl50701
Hope あなた enjoy. This is アドバイス out for those with this..
I'm in process of making a YouTube channel and put out my songs. When I do... I'll link it out.
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Cheated.

[rap]
Like a wound または a burn, it's gonna make あなた learn.
I saved and forgave, never forget.
But what I'm about to say is worth the fit,
cause it's ancient art even if it even happened to あなた yesterday または a whole week to come pass.
'Can't press pause and play back, because the moment is now.
Can't get it back from the grave.'
I think あなた should promote it.
Even if your too late, または the cause of this blurry eyed fate.
I lived...
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posted by SongGirl50701
--Don't Claim-- But here it is---

Somewhere in some place, was a dream.

No one knew who dreamt it,
And it was so very small.

The little dream thought,
"I don't want to vanish like this."
"How can I make people see me?"

The little dream thought and thought,
and finally came up with an idea.

"I could just let people stray into me,
and they can create their own world"

The first Alice was メリダとおそろしの森 and strong, her eyes were fiery red,
In Wonderland, she had a sword and ideas in her head
She cut down many sorts of things, whatever she could find
To make a path of bright red with the trail of blood behind
Alice was...
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