L（デスノート） in the マンガ

L（デスノート） stood on the roof in the pouring rain, looking over the city of Tokyo, thinking about things...

"Oh! Sweetheart, there あなた are!" Misa came up to him, smiling, holding an umbrella, "I've been looking for you," she held the umbrella over them both, "You know あなた really shouldn't be out here in this weather, you'll catch cold!"

L smiled a little at her cheerfulness, "I'm sorry. Here is the only peaceful place I have to think."

"What're あなた thinking about?"

"....Misa...there is a chance I won't make it through this case...if I don't, I want あなた to take good care of Saki-"

"No!"

L was taken back by...