Master Yoda walked through the meditation garden area of the Temple reaching out with the Force and shuddered against the sadness he felt.
"Skywalker," he whispered and then caught sight of the young Jedi tossing pebbles into the reflective pool at the base of a small waterfall.
"Glad to have found you, young one," the ancient Master 発言しました as he hopped up onto a rock near where Anakin was sitting.
Anakin looked up and at first Yoda thought he saw tears on the young human's face but it was just the mist from the waterfall.
"Much sadness あなた feel."
"Yes...it's my fault she...died."
"No Anakin, it is not."
"I should've been allowed to 検索 for her, Master Yoda, but..."
"..other duties あなた had," the old Jedi finished for him.
"Yes..and now she's....gone."
Anakin placed his hands over his face and turned away.
"Your fault it is not. Risk is a part of every Jedi's life."
Anakin lifted his face from his hands.
"I'm her Master! It's my duty to watch out for her, to take care of her."
"Yes...Ahsoka had learned much. Strong she was in the Force. Taught her well あなた had. She gave her life to save others."
"That doesn't make me feel any better, Master."
Yoda got down from the rock and stood in front of Anakin. He placed a wrinkled hand on Anakin's prosthetic arm.
"Grieve, あなた must."
"No!"
"Yes, young one, あなた must. Forget Ahsoka, あなた will not. Memories in your ハート, 心 あなた will carry of her. Broken is your ハート, 心 right now, but her memories will help あなた heal."
"I..miss her," Anakin whispered his voice catching in a sob.
"Go rest," Yoda 発言しました as he patted Anakin's arm, "You are very tired. Go rest, young Skywalker."
"I"m going for a walk. Maybe that will make me feel better," Anakin 発言しました as he stood up.
Yoda just smiled at him.
Anakin walked through the Temple's hallways and came upon the mess hall. He looked into the doorway and saw Masters Aayla Secura and Luminara Unduli sitting conversing with O-Mer and Jinx who were now rested and cleaned up.
Both Masters saw him in the doorway and gestured to him to come inside.
"Come sit with us, Anakin," Aayla 発言しました seeing how tired and sad he looked.
"Yes, come sit," Luminara answered,"We are so sorry about Ahsoka."
Anakin just looked at her and felt a lump form in his throat at the older Jedi's expression of sympathy.
"It's my fault," he 発言しました placing his hands over his face.
Luminara patted his arm figuring he was crying but was surprised to see him dry-eyed when he took his hands away. There was a deep sadness in his eyes that seemed to be eating away at him.
"It was an unfortunate accident," Aayla 発言しました as she moved to sit on the other side of him, "It's not your fault."
"Yes, it is."
O-Mer and Jinx watched the interaction between the Jedi Masters and Anakin and felt the pain of Ahsoka's passing all over again.
"Anakin, あなた can't blame yourself for something that was beyond your power."
"I should've gone to look for her but I couldn't! She would still be alive if I had searched for her!"
Aayla patted his arm.
"What's done, is done," she said,"Ahsoka is gone, あなた have to let her go, but it doesn't mean あなた can't feel sad about her death."
"No...," Anakin 発言しました as he layed his head on the table, his face buried in the sleeve of his dark tunic.
Luminara leaned フォワード, 前進, 楽しみにして and put an arm around his shoulders figuring he was about to cry. She felt him trembling.
"You are allowed to cry, Anakin. Ahsoka was not only your Padawan, but your friend too."
Anakin raised his head up and there were no tears just the expression of loss. He glanced over at O-Mer and Jinx.
"Jinx," Anakin 発言しました as he stood up,"Do あなた and O-Mer want to go for a walk? I'd really like the company."
Both younglings smiled relieved that Anakin didn't blame them for Ahsoka's death. He wasn't alot older than either of them. They left the mess hall.
Aayla and Luminara watched them go sensing the sadness, anger, denial and guilt Anakin was feeling.
"I hope he'll be alright during the memorial in two days," Aayla 発言しました to Luminara.
"Anakin is strong but he needs to let himself grieve for Ahsoka. They had a strong bond, the strongest I've ever seen," Luminara answered,"It will be hard for him for awhile, but I know I'll help him through it and so will Barriss."
"I hope he will cry eventually," Aayla added,"The sadness is eating away at him and he's starting to get sick with the grief."
"Skywalker," he whispered and then caught sight of the young Jedi tossing pebbles into the reflective pool at the base of a small waterfall.
"Glad to have found you, young one," the ancient Master 発言しました as he hopped up onto a rock near where Anakin was sitting.
Anakin looked up and at first Yoda thought he saw tears on the young human's face but it was just the mist from the waterfall.
"Much sadness あなた feel."
"Yes...it's my fault she...died."
"No Anakin, it is not."
"I should've been allowed to 検索 for her, Master Yoda, but..."
"..other duties あなた had," the old Jedi finished for him.
"Yes..and now she's....gone."
Anakin placed his hands over his face and turned away.
"Your fault it is not. Risk is a part of every Jedi's life."
Anakin lifted his face from his hands.
"I'm her Master! It's my duty to watch out for her, to take care of her."
"Yes...Ahsoka had learned much. Strong she was in the Force. Taught her well あなた had. She gave her life to save others."
"That doesn't make me feel any better, Master."
Yoda got down from the rock and stood in front of Anakin. He placed a wrinkled hand on Anakin's prosthetic arm.
"Grieve, あなた must."
"No!"
"Yes, young one, あなた must. Forget Ahsoka, あなた will not. Memories in your ハート, 心 あなた will carry of her. Broken is your ハート, 心 right now, but her memories will help あなた heal."
"I..miss her," Anakin whispered his voice catching in a sob.
"Go rest," Yoda 発言しました as he patted Anakin's arm, "You are very tired. Go rest, young Skywalker."
"I"m going for a walk. Maybe that will make me feel better," Anakin 発言しました as he stood up.
Yoda just smiled at him.
Anakin walked through the Temple's hallways and came upon the mess hall. He looked into the doorway and saw Masters Aayla Secura and Luminara Unduli sitting conversing with O-Mer and Jinx who were now rested and cleaned up.
Both Masters saw him in the doorway and gestured to him to come inside.
"Come sit with us, Anakin," Aayla 発言しました seeing how tired and sad he looked.
"Yes, come sit," Luminara answered,"We are so sorry about Ahsoka."
Anakin just looked at her and felt a lump form in his throat at the older Jedi's expression of sympathy.
"It's my fault," he 発言しました placing his hands over his face.
Luminara patted his arm figuring he was crying but was surprised to see him dry-eyed when he took his hands away. There was a deep sadness in his eyes that seemed to be eating away at him.
"It was an unfortunate accident," Aayla 発言しました as she moved to sit on the other side of him, "It's not your fault."
"Yes, it is."
O-Mer and Jinx watched the interaction between the Jedi Masters and Anakin and felt the pain of Ahsoka's passing all over again.
"Anakin, あなた can't blame yourself for something that was beyond your power."
"I should've gone to look for her but I couldn't! She would still be alive if I had searched for her!"
Aayla patted his arm.
"What's done, is done," she said,"Ahsoka is gone, あなた have to let her go, but it doesn't mean あなた can't feel sad about her death."
"No...," Anakin 発言しました as he layed his head on the table, his face buried in the sleeve of his dark tunic.
Luminara leaned フォワード, 前進, 楽しみにして and put an arm around his shoulders figuring he was about to cry. She felt him trembling.
"You are allowed to cry, Anakin. Ahsoka was not only your Padawan, but your friend too."
Anakin raised his head up and there were no tears just the expression of loss. He glanced over at O-Mer and Jinx.
"Jinx," Anakin 発言しました as he stood up,"Do あなた and O-Mer want to go for a walk? I'd really like the company."
Both younglings smiled relieved that Anakin didn't blame them for Ahsoka's death. He wasn't alot older than either of them. They left the mess hall.
Aayla and Luminara watched them go sensing the sadness, anger, denial and guilt Anakin was feeling.
"I hope he'll be alright during the memorial in two days," Aayla 発言しました to Luminara.
"Anakin is strong but he needs to let himself grieve for Ahsoka. They had a strong bond, the strongest I've ever seen," Luminara answered,"It will be hard for him for awhile, but I know I'll help him through it and so will Barriss."
"I hope he will cry eventually," Aayla added,"The sadness is eating away at him and he's starting to get sick with the grief."
Hi everyone I was super bored until I staryed to watch SW a new hope and I began to dislike leia.i dont hate her but shes not a very intresting charecter,so I thought what if padme and anakin had only a daughter before the clone wars and she grew into the war......?
Chapter 1~Miracles can be tiny at first!
"Ani I have good news!!"said Padme excited.He walked up to her and kissed her."Whats the news!!"Anakin asked as he was guided to there couch."Ani....i...im pregnat!!!His eyes widned at the news."A girl または boy!!!"he asked axiously."A girl!!!"she said."I already got a name for her,Tiana Naberrie Skywalker!!Padme covered her mouth.She loved the name.5 months later Padme was giving birth to her and Anakin's daughter,with the clone wars raging in its 5th 年 she knew it might be hard for all three of them.
Chapter 1~Miracles can be tiny at first!
"Ani I have good news!!"said Padme excited.He walked up to her and kissed her."Whats the news!!"Anakin asked as he was guided to there couch."Ani....i...im pregnat!!!His eyes widned at the news."A girl または boy!!!"he asked axiously."A girl!!!"she said."I already got a name for her,Tiana Naberrie Skywalker!!Padme covered her mouth.She loved the name.5 months later Padme was giving birth to her and Anakin's daughter,with the clone wars raging in its 5th 年 she knew it might be hard for all three of them.