I can't take it anymore. My daddy needs help

First it was my mom that I came to this spot to ask for help from and shes fine now. Now it's my dad. I don't know whats wrong with him. He's been sick pretty often. He's been in and out of the hospital. He texted me and 発言しました "daughter I would call あなた but I'm sick" and I thought" aw! Again?" And I texted him back and asked "How r u feeling" and at 3 something in the morning, he finally texted back and 発言しました "I'm in the hospital" and I thought "what?! oh great!" <(sarcasticlly). My brother 発言しました he called daddy three times and when he finally answered, he sounded weak. He seems pretty worried about him. I sure am. He and my mom are trying to get ahold of some family on his side. we're even thinking about taking a trip back to St.louis missouri to see him. He's there, I'm here in texas. I'm always praying to God "please let my daddy be ok. Please dont let anything not good happen to him". It's bad enough that I and the other ファン ロスト my/our お気に入り pop sensation. I dont want the same thing to happen to my dad. That would murder my heart. Just like my ハート, 心 and my feelings got destroyed when we ロスト that paticular pop sensation whose name I dare not speak. I feel like bursting into tears right now. My ハート, 心 is breaking right now. I do NOT want to live the rest of my life without a father. I want him to walk me down the asle (bad spelling) when I get married. He 発言しました thats what he wanted to do too. I want to give him grandchildren. He 発言しました he wanted that too. Neither me または my brother heave kids yet. whose gonna walk me done the asle on my wedding day? Me and my brother are the only two he has. No grandkids at all from neither one of us. Hopefully not yet. My just told me that he says he's tired of all this and he just wants to give up and I thought "please dont' give up" he has to have a surgery and after that he would feel just fine. Hopefully, the surgery will go perfectly. Please I need もっと見る prayers from ya'll. Help me pray to God to make it so my daddy will be compl