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para-scence said:
Well a little over a 年 前 I was Wiccan, but also atheist.. I did the witchcraft and stuff but I wasnt so sure on the "gods and goddesses." but then I had a bad fight with a friend who was also wiccan, and i kind of gave that up. I get picked on a lot at school.. and back then it was getting really bad. I was cutting myself, and I started to have suicidal thoughts. I didnt want to die, but I just couldnt help thinking about killing myself. And then my friend made me read this book "heaven is for real," and i heard "Beautiful Bride" によって Flyleaf, and i started getting curious about christianity, because these people seemed so happy and i didnt know why. I hadnt been to a church n i didnt know much about christianity. but then my フレンズ were getting confirmed, nd they brought me to their faith statement, where theyd sing, do poetry, a video, any gift that God gave them t 表示する their love. and they had us pray. i just closed my eyes so it looked like iwas. and i felt arms ラップ around me. but no one was touching me. and for the first tme in months, my pain wasnt dominating my mind. i actually felt good for once. i hadnt really noticed it then, but now i know it was God reaching out to me.
My journey with Christ has definitely been roller coaster.. but I still 愛 it. Im 2 months clean with my self harming,and this summer I made my confirmation and did my faith statement. :) Thank You, God.
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