On wednesday I went to Sharbet's expecting that Chase had received my letter but i knew he wasn't going to come, he hated me.
But life surprise あなた when あなた are not expecting that, because that day:

Chase: Allison?
Cam: Chase, あなた are here
Chase: yes, あなた invited me, dont remeber
Cam: Yes i do but...
Chase: あなた werent waiting for me

He was there with me and i cant belive it, he was the person i 愛 the most and we were together after all that time apart.
Chase was different maybe he still in 愛 with me but he had changed, when we first saw eachother i thought he was gonna hug me または キッス me but he just hold my hand, like if we were colleagues not a couple and then we started talking about love:

Cam: There is something i dont get
Chase. What?
Cam: What did あなた mean with " i will 移動する on"
Chase: Allison, is very simple i'm using the アドバイス あなた gave me
Cam: What advice?
Chase: あなた 発言しました to me that i have to forget about all and 移動する on, and im doing it
Cam: But i never meant it that way. In fact あなた know me, あなた know i say stupid things when i'm angry
Chase: Im going to ask あなた something
Cam: Okay
Chase: あなた still 愛 me?
Cam: Yes
* a car stops in front of them*
Cam: *looks around* Oh shit
Luke: *Gets out of the car* Cam, what are あなた doing here?
Cam: Luke, nothing im just talking to...
Chase: Im Robert Chase
Cam: Luke, what are あなた doing here?
Luke: I came to pick あなた up
Cam: Its ok, i have my own car
Chase: I think i'm not welcome here so goodbye Allison
Cam: No!, Chase wait
Chase:*ignores cameron and walks away*
Luke: So let's go home
Cam:*gets into the car in silence*

Later in Cam's house

Luke: あなた owe me an explanation
Cam: Of what?
Luke: What were あなた doing with that guy this morning?
Cam: I told あなた just talking
Luke: Who is he? Your lover?
Cam: No, he is my ex
Luke: Your ex!!
Cam:Yes
Luke: So what were あなた talking about, get back together?
Cam: Is not of your business
Luke: Are あなた gonna leave me Cameron?
Cam: No
Luke: あなた are a liar
Luke: あなた 愛 him? Tell the truth
Cam: Yes i do, but i 愛 あなた もっと見る and im not gonna leave you
Luke: No, because im gonna leave you
Cam: What?!
Luke: before あなた break my ハート, 心 im going
Cam: So あなた are breaking my ハート, 心 so i cant break yours
Luke: Exactly, bye Cameron
Cam:*Dont answer, sits in silence*
Luke:*Grabs his things and leave the house*

So によって the end of that day, i was lonely i had no boyfriend and the two men i loved were mad at me.I had screwed up things so much that i went straight to bed.
That night in my dreams i thought and i decied to fix my life, i was going back to New Jersey, to The Princeton Plainsboro.