dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that あなた were real, that あなた all were , that he was.
There is evidence that あなた were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming または not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and あなた diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, または did i make あなた up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without あなた i dont know. But i want to find out. Do あなた think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for my sake that they can.
I know あなた wont read this, または that fact that あなた havent even read one. they jsut get sent back to me, unread, failed, jsut like i know this one will to.
But i think this is the only thing that stops me from doing what i shouldn't do. what ever that is.
Charlie would say hi, if he knew anything. I've been so quite that me andcharlie no longer talk.
And jake. Well, he reminds me of you. Your friendship, your beauty, your loveliness. And the easiness to be normal around, someone i diddnt have to try,that i will never experience again.
But jake could never replace you.
school sucks, i think only あなた and him was my only exucuse to get up and out of ベッド for school.
i havent spoken to my mum in ages. she calls and calls and abuses dad. but i just cant. she will be too concerned and ask 質問 that i dont want to answer または just hear.
Well i 愛 あなた alice. i have to make ディナー for charlie, in silence again..
talk to あなた in the 次 few days. funny how i say that, when i wont."
愛 bella
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that あなた were real, that あなた all were , that he was.
There is evidence that あなた were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming または not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and あなた diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, または did i make あなた up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without あなた i dont know. But i want to find out. Do あなた think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for my sake that they can.
I know あなた wont read this, または that fact that あなた havent even read one. they jsut get sent back to me, unread, failed, jsut like i know this one will to.
But i think this is the only thing that stops me from doing what i shouldn't do. what ever that is.
Charlie would say hi, if he knew anything. I've been so quite that me andcharlie no longer talk.
And jake. Well, he reminds me of you. Your friendship, your beauty, your loveliness. And the easiness to be normal around, someone i diddnt have to try,that i will never experience again.
But jake could never replace you.
school sucks, i think only あなた and him was my only exucuse to get up and out of ベッド for school.
i havent spoken to my mum in ages. she calls and calls and abuses dad. but i just cant. she will be too concerned and ask 質問 that i dont want to answer または just hear.
Well i 愛 あなた alice. i have to make ディナー for charlie, in silence again..
talk to あなた in the 次 few days. funny how i say that, when i wont."
愛 bella