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posted by ashesandwine
Only wrote this during my first week of vacations, sorry:( But this is a big one:) To my very weird and amazing family



I had ロスト it all in just one year... Since I was seven that I knew how it was like to grow up without your family! I had ロスト my parents in the 日 that I turned seven and a 年 later, the only person that I still had died too. My grandmother never told me what had happened to my parents... All I could remember from my birthday was my grandmother coming to me and saying that the police had come and 発言しました that my parents were dead! I never asked more, part of me didn't believe that they were death and the other part went numb!!!! when I found out that I would never see my parents again!
A 年 later my grandmother got sick. The 日 she died, she called me to her room and 発言しました something that I never forgot:
"The 天使 will protect you, sweetie! I promise..." That was the last thing she 発言しました before her mind left forever!
After that I was alone! I went from one foster-family to another. Families that came and went, homes that were never mine and, in the end, I was always alone! I taught myself not to trust anyone... To keep my head down and wait for the future! I wanted to believe my grandmother... I wanted to believed her when she 発言しました that the 天使 would be there to protect me but they never came and I was alone...
I was always a good student, when I was a little girl I found out that if I studied hard enough, maybe one 日 I could find a way out of my personal Hell. So, when I reached the end of High School I was offered a scholarship to any college of my choice. I took it and went without looking back! I wanted a fresh start, I wanted to look ahead and find something worth fighting for!


"Do あなた want to know your story? What あなた are destined to do?" Ilias asked. I didn't knew what I wanted. I didn't knew if I wanted to know how my whole life would change.
With a small and shy voice, not sure if I wanted that I said:
"I think so..."
"This is a big story that will take too long to tell if we speak it! This story is broken through the memories of many of us, would あなた mind if we opened our minds to you?"
I didn't knew what to think of this! I would have 天使 inside my mind! Wise beings inside of me, 表示中 me their memories! What if I got ロスト in their memories and forgot my owns?
"That will not happen... As あなた see, I was just in your mind and nothing happened to you! But we can tell it to あなた if あなた prefer it..." Ilias said.
"No, it's all right! I would like to know the story, please..."
"In order for あなた to understand your own story, あなた must know our story! Odiseas is the older of us, he was there in the begging of it all (one of the few that are still alive!) He will be the first to share his memories with you..." When Ilias stopped talking a man came closer. I could never have guessed that he was the older of them. Just like all of them he looked young, older then me but still young. He looked me in the eyes and then placed his hands on my shoulders. His grey eyes looked into mine and I got ロスト in them.



«Odiseas memory»
"I saw our beautiful leader on the 上, ページのトップへ of the table. We were few in that time, no need for もっと見る of us! We helped those who needed help and the world lived peacefully with our help. Like every 日 we gathered around the Wisdom 表, テーブル to hear what was reserved for us. I occupied my place 次 to Areti, I was second-in-comand and that meant that, after Areti, I was the one that kept everyone in their place.
"A new 日 is here, dear ones! The world is waiting for us... Let's help." Areti called everyone's attention. She always knew what to say または do... And that kept everyone 安全, 安全です and happy! When someone was worried または in trouble they would come to her.
Everyone nodded as Areti talked, giving each their assignments. When she reached Vasilis he didn't respond, Areti called him and told him that he, Polis and Patroklos would go to ???? to help end the war. Polis and Patroklos nodded but Vasilis didn't...
"Is something troubling you, Vasilis?" She asked, concern all over her voice! The pain または trouble of one of her people caused her almost as much suffer as to the person who was suffering!
"I can't stand this anymore, Areti! They don’t deserve our help… We find ourselves helping the humans 日 after 日 and, each day, they hurt themselves もっと見る and more… They kill each other, the innocents hurt in the hands of those who live for pain.” Vasilis looked up at Areti and I could see the pain on my best friend’s eyes. I knew him since I was created, we did almost all mission together and we watched each others backs, but I didn’t knew where he was trying to go with this. “I 愛 あなた as much as anyone here. あなた are our leader, a good leader, and I couldn't ask for more! あなた know how much I work to help those who want and need our help but we help and a few days later they fight... We save and they kill each other... We should only help those who deserve our help, those who suffer in the hands of the bad ones. Some humans don't deserve our help, if they keep turning it down! I'm asking あなた to keep them without help for a few days. Let them suffer enough to see how much they need us! Even if they don't know we exist, they know that there is some power that helps them. Let them suffer enough to realize that they can't depend on us every 秒 of the day."
Areti looked to me, hoping that I could make Vasilis see some sense, but what could I say? I believed, just like Areti, that we were created to help everyone but sometimes I felt like him! Sometimes when I saw a child die because of the stupidity of Man, I just couldn’t believe that we were meant to protect people like that!
“Vasilis… This is our purpose! We were created to help everyone, we need to hope that they will learn with their mistakes!” I tried my best to convince Vasilis, because I knew that if he didn’t get his own we would leave.
“That’s the problem, Odiseas! We have helped them for centuries and they still haven’t learned… We keep helping them and they keep thinking that it’s all right to stay like they are! あなた know me, Odiseas, maybe better then anyone else here but I won’t do this anymore! I won’t see children dieing because adults don’t pay attention to what they do! If we don’t stop helping those who don’t deserve our help I’ll go away.”
“Don’t do this, Vasilis! We are a family… Whatever happens we must be together!” Areti looked him in the eyes, almost begging him to stay.
“I don’t want to go. I 愛 あなた all and あなた are my family, but if that’s what it takes I’ll go…” Vasilis looked at me. Maybe trying to convince me または make me convince Areti.
“I won’t do that! We were created to help. We do not choose who deserves our help! I’m sorry, Vasilis!” A tear rolled down Areti’s cheek as she got up and walked away.”


“That was a dark 日 in our history. Areti was never the same after that… Vasilis left and took with him many of our family!” Odiseas face was covered with a mask of pain.
“And he did great evil too!” Someone spoke from behind the shadows!
“Don’t, Menelaos! This is not the time…” Fillipos said.
“He wasn’t the evil being he is now! In the beginning he helped! Only those who deserved it but he helped… He punished those who were evil and helped those who were good! But as the time passed によって he stopped thinking about his ideals and started to punish everyone…”
posted by ashesandwine
All right.... This one was a bit hard to write so it's a bit small.... Hope あなた like it anyway:D
Thanks to everyone for the suport...
And congrats to Patrisha727 for getting 200 ファン in her spot:D



"Daniel's POV"

I'm sitting here trying to find words to tell あなた what あなた already know.... That あなた are my world, my forever, my everything, my eternal lover...
When あなた see the moon shine in the night, when あなた see the sun shine through the clouds, when あなた hear the most beautiful ballad think of me because I'll be thinking of you...




I finished the letter and went back to bed. I still had a few hours...
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posted by ashesandwine
Not much to say this time.... Just, thanks to Emmett4ever for that first push and thanks to everyone for the support...


"Daniel's POV"

My hope is reborn... My ハート, 心 no longer hurts when I think of her... when I think of what could have been, because now I know that it can still be...
My ハート, 心 is with you... always with あなた and my soul rests in my body waiting for you...




I looked out the window.... The full moon shined over the city, I wished I could travel to the moon... Write the most beautiful 愛 message in it's surface so that Catherine could read it in Portugal...
I got up, went to my desk,...
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Beautiful song... Just introduced it to labi-has-ocd, she 愛 it:D It's my users name:P
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posted by ashesandwine
This isn't really related to my story, but I have this poem for a while and I thought that I could post it:D This was originally writen in portuguese and I translated it so that あなた guys could read it....I hope あなた like it...please コメント and rate:P



Isn't it love, to forget
Everything we ever knew?
Isn't it love, to hear the birds sing
And think we understand them?
Isn't it love, to look at a desert field
And see it covered in flowers?


They tell me, they do not know
Why they 愛 who they love!
However, I know...
They 愛 because
They seek emotion,
They 愛 because
they 検索 a reason to live,
They 愛 because
They only know how to love!


So they weep and suffer,
They suffer because
they were abandoned,
They suffer because
They were hurt,
They suffer because
They only know how to love!
posted by ashesandwine
 The Universaty's としょうかん, ライブラリ (Biblioteca Joanina in portuguese)
The Universaty's Library (Biblioteca Joanina in portuguese)
This one is for just_bella, let go of the bad moments, hon! We need to enjoy the present, look out for the future and let the past in the past... Don't forget, but don't let it control you:D
Thanks to patrisha727, emmett4ever, and everyone for the support:D



"Catherine's POV"

The sun may shine through the day, the moon may light up the night but I'm still in the dark, I'm still looking for my shining light to guide me out of this misery, out of the dark...
Until our 次 rendezvous, I send あなた a million kisses... Do not send me any back for they set my blood into flames...
Ever yours...



Three days...
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posted by ashesandwine
Ok, sorry for not 書く もっと見る sooner but I wasn't home! Ok... so thanks to patrisha727 for the help...
Thanks to Emmett4ever as always for that first push...
And thanks to everyone for the support...


"Daniel's POV"

I'll wait for you... I promised あなた that, I promised myself that and I'm keeping my promise... But, please, find a way to let me know that あなた are all right...
Find a way to keep my hope up...



I staied ホーム for three days... Waiting for any letter from her. I just needed to know that she was safe...
I never went down, unless for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I hadn't talk to my father since...
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posted by ashesandwine
Thanks to Patrisha727 for helping with the start of the letter...
Thanks to Emmett4ever for the first push...
And thanks to everyone for the support...



"Catherine's POV"

Now I know we have a change... Now I now we can fight... Fight for our love, fight for our life, fight for each other... We are no longer two 恋愛中 drawn apart, we are two 恋愛中 fighting for their love...
See the light in the end of the tunnel? It's me guiding あなた back to me, back to our love...Come to me one もっと見る time, don't give up...



I layed there, I was so happy that I couldn't even convince myself to unpack. I didn't realised...
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