In turning over in my mind the contents of
your last letters, I have put myself into great
agony, not knowing how to interpret them, whether to my disadvantage, as あなた 表示する in some places, または to my advantage, as I understand them in some others, beseeching あなた earnestly to let me know expressly your whole mind as to the 愛 between us two.
It is absolutely necessary for me to obtain this answer, having been for above a whole 年 stricken with the dart of love, and not yet sure whether I shall fail of finding a place in your
heart and afFeftion, which last point has prevented me for some time...
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