*sighs* So..lately, I'm starting to think または maybe realize that I am bisexual; I'm attracted によって both boys and girls.
After thinking about it, there have been signs of this since I was at a young age, like around five years of age, but I never put these clues together until now....
Well...like I said, it all started at five. For some strange reason, a lot of the little kids in my kindergarten class already started having crushes on one another. There were little girls telling each other so-and-so likes あなた and giggling about it, and there were boys who basically did the same thing. I can even remember a girl and a boy calling them boyfriend and girlfriend already. *sighs* And then there was me. I never felt anything like a crush towards a boy. If a boy ended up liking me, I'd pretend to like him back, but I really wasn't interested in him (I didn't want to be the only girl who didn't have a boyfriend, あなた know..kid-stuff).
I guess that's not a really good reason, considering five-year-olds are maybe too young to feel things like that.
But the thing that struck me was that I never had a crush on a boy until I was ten and in the fourth grade. I liked this one very gorgeous guy who I was フレンズ with, and I mean liked. But, it didn't last (I don't really want to get into what happened...).
But around that same time, I also liked an actress, Emily Browning. I always thought she was so beautiful and really liked her. I seemed like an ordinary ファン of an actress. But even though I was only ten, I began to realize that I perhaps didn't just like Emily. I may have had a small crush on her.
I stopped liking her after I met my friend who I liked.
Well, after my two crushes I basically lived on without having any..special interest in someone. But I definitely may have experienced もっと見る signs from ages eleven to almost fourteen.
I did notice that some boys I knew were very gorgeous, and almost got to the point where I liked them. But at the same time, I noticed the attractiveness of some girls as well, I basically saw what maybe a boy would see; if she had great breasts, great butts, if she had a cute face または smile...well, あなた know what I mean.
I now (I'm in the ninth grade) think I'm starting to form a crush on a girl right now, if I hadn't so already. I think she's very beautiful and...strangely, I wish I could give her a hug (just a hug, though).
*sighs* I'm really confused. I definitely become attracted によって boys and girls, but boys a little bit more. It may be something else, I'm not really sure. But...well, I just don't know...
But knowing whehter I'm bisexual または not isn't my only problem.
I fully accept homosexual people and I actually really like things about them; how confident they are, how generous and sweet they can be, and their senses of humor. :)
But...I don't know how to say this without offending someone..but when I picture myself as homosexual または bisexual, it just...it scares me. No not scare, it just really worries me.
I wouldn't know how to handle a discovery that big about myself, and with the people in my life right now, my being bisexual would just make things a hell lot worse with them, too. :(
But right now, I just want to focus on whether I am bisexual または not bisexual.
Please, if anyone knows what I'm experiencing and can explain things to me, please comment. :(
After thinking about it, there have been signs of this since I was at a young age, like around five years of age, but I never put these clues together until now....
Well...like I said, it all started at five. For some strange reason, a lot of the little kids in my kindergarten class already started having crushes on one another. There were little girls telling each other so-and-so likes あなた and giggling about it, and there were boys who basically did the same thing. I can even remember a girl and a boy calling them boyfriend and girlfriend already. *sighs* And then there was me. I never felt anything like a crush towards a boy. If a boy ended up liking me, I'd pretend to like him back, but I really wasn't interested in him (I didn't want to be the only girl who didn't have a boyfriend, あなた know..kid-stuff).
I guess that's not a really good reason, considering five-year-olds are maybe too young to feel things like that.
But the thing that struck me was that I never had a crush on a boy until I was ten and in the fourth grade. I liked this one very gorgeous guy who I was フレンズ with, and I mean liked. But, it didn't last (I don't really want to get into what happened...).
But around that same time, I also liked an actress, Emily Browning. I always thought she was so beautiful and really liked her. I seemed like an ordinary ファン of an actress. But even though I was only ten, I began to realize that I perhaps didn't just like Emily. I may have had a small crush on her.
I stopped liking her after I met my friend who I liked.
Well, after my two crushes I basically lived on without having any..special interest in someone. But I definitely may have experienced もっと見る signs from ages eleven to almost fourteen.
I did notice that some boys I knew were very gorgeous, and almost got to the point where I liked them. But at the same time, I noticed the attractiveness of some girls as well, I basically saw what maybe a boy would see; if she had great breasts, great butts, if she had a cute face または smile...well, あなた know what I mean.
I now (I'm in the ninth grade) think I'm starting to form a crush on a girl right now, if I hadn't so already. I think she's very beautiful and...strangely, I wish I could give her a hug (just a hug, though).
*sighs* I'm really confused. I definitely become attracted によって boys and girls, but boys a little bit more. It may be something else, I'm not really sure. But...well, I just don't know...
But knowing whehter I'm bisexual または not isn't my only problem.
I fully accept homosexual people and I actually really like things about them; how confident they are, how generous and sweet they can be, and their senses of humor. :)
But...I don't know how to say this without offending someone..but when I picture myself as homosexual または bisexual, it just...it scares me. No not scare, it just really worries me.
I wouldn't know how to handle a discovery that big about myself, and with the people in my life right now, my being bisexual would just make things a hell lot worse with them, too. :(
But right now, I just want to focus on whether I am bisexual または not bisexual.
Please, if anyone knows what I'm experiencing and can explain things to me, please comment. :(
So here's my problem.
There is this guy I have known for a long time and he's nice. I mean he's nice. He has had a crush on me for the longest time. I have rejected him 3 times. Since then he has still tried to get out of the friend zone box. He 発言しました to one of his フレンズ if I dated him I would solve 99 percent of his problems and I was right there so I 発言しました I will make あなた 99 もっと見る problems. After that he still hasn't 与えられた up. He left for a trip and now he is back from it. I don't want him to think I am a jerk. So what should I say to him?
There is this guy I have known for a long time and he's nice. I mean he's nice. He has had a crush on me for the longest time. I have rejected him 3 times. Since then he has still tried to get out of the friend zone box. He 発言しました to one of his フレンズ if I dated him I would solve 99 percent of his problems and I was right there so I 発言しました I will make あなた 99 もっと見る problems. After that he still hasn't 与えられた up. He left for a trip and now he is back from it. I don't want him to think I am a jerk. So what should I say to him?
Ok, so I have this friend who's a Freshman, like me, at my high school & everyday when I get to my lunch table, usually there's nobody there, so I go on my phone & onto YouTube to watch some 動画 I really like. Well, while I'm doing that, my friend Mitchell always sneaks up behind me & tasers my sides. Well, this would be ok if I wasn't extremely ticklish there! Whenever he does this, I always jump, squeal, & bring my arms down to protect my ticklish sides.
He's always done this & he enjoys it, I can see that. To be honest, I do like it when he does this, but sometimes, I don't. And usually, I'm having a crappy 日 after 4th hour(Exploring Science), because there's a girl in my 表, テーブル group, Lauren, who's always snobby to me & mean. I never did anything to her to make her hate me!! So usually after that class, I'm in a bad mood. But when Mitchell tasers me, it makes me feel better. But I'm not sure what I should say to him!! Please help me out!!!
He's always done this & he enjoys it, I can see that. To be honest, I do like it when he does this, but sometimes, I don't. And usually, I'm having a crappy 日 after 4th hour(Exploring Science), because there's a girl in my 表, テーブル group, Lauren, who's always snobby to me & mean. I never did anything to her to make her hate me!! So usually after that class, I'm in a bad mood. But when Mitchell tasers me, it makes me feel better. But I'm not sure what I should say to him!! Please help me out!!!
Well i know people thnk about alot of things like suicide and all of that. I'm here to let あなた know I've been through tons of things and what your going through I've most likely gone through. I just want to say it あなた just need アドバイス または want to talk I'm here. I know everything can be scary but あなた can't let that get あなた down. So before yo udo something studip または something you'll regret. ie)boys girls life. Talk to someone. If i knew this before I'd be so much better off. If あなた want to talk send me a message I'll help あなた out.
