ウォーク・トゥ・リメンバー

***Randy's POV***

Randy sees あなた go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.

Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.

Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The 画像 of あなた crying your ハート, 心 out, shouting that あなた wanted to live, comes to his mind...

***your POV***

You see Randy sitting there, moving his shoulders up and down as if he were crying.

Jamie: Randy....

Heaven
It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again.
"I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce あなた husband and wife" Hegbert said.
After the wedding
They had a big reception with so many people. The cake was huge. All Landon's フレンズ were there. Jamie was happy that she...

Randy goes in your room when the doctor 発言しました it was ok. He sees あなた sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits 次 to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for あなた によって breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...

You wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair 次 to your bed. あなた look around and あなた realize your in a hospital. あなた can't remember anything that happened to あなた before except the dizziness あなた felt back at Randy's house. あなた smile...

I 愛 you, I only need you. Everytime I look at you, my words change. It feels like the sun is shining down on me, giving me the warm feeling that あなた are my one and only last love.

The whole day, あなた and Randy hang out together with his brothers and Angie. あなた guys just all hang and chill together wherevers..

**at night**

You tuck in Angie again and あなた hear a knock on your door. It's Randy again.

Jamie: *smile* Oh it's あなた again.
Randy: *smile* Can I?
Jamie: Sure.

Randy plops onto your ベッド and gets under your covers. あなた follow right after and あなた キッス him lightly.

Jamie: Ugh tomorrow's school.
Randy:...

****

Winter vacation is finally over and あなた guys all go back to school...

Shawn: こんにちは Taylor. あなた think we can talk?
Randy: Uh sure.

Shawn and Randy go to the back of the school and they just stand there...

Shawn: Ok. I wanna be truthful and I wanna be as simple as possible too. あなた should let go of Jamie.
Randy: ...*kinda laughs* What?
Shawn: あなた should let go of Jamie. I mean あなた haven't even broke it with Lauren.
Randy: Oh...I totally forgot about her.
Shawn: See. Your just playing them.
Randy: Shawn, buddy, I know あなた like Jamie a lot but she's mine. I like her and she likes me. Lauren is just...unrequited...

Is my 愛 really that bad? Everyone is happy when they're in love, but I'm here crying. Why am I hurting so much? I would leave anything for this 愛 to happen...

You and Lauren head to the back of the school and she gives あなた a dirty look. あなた get a bad feeling and she pushes あなた and says:

Lauren: Are あなた a f**ing whore?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: First あなた like him, then あなた break up with him, and now you're with him again?! Are あなた trying to play him?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Are you?!
Jamie: The only reason I left him was because of you. あなた 発言しました あなた were suicidal...
Lauren: Randy Taylor is mine! Got it?!...

In the middle of the night again, あなた wake up feeling a sharp twisting pain in your stomach. あなた twitch and あなた quickly yet gently 移動する Randy's hands off your waist. あなた leave the ソファー, ソファ and あなた run to the bathroom and あなた head to the toilet. あなた just start throwing up and throwing up into the toilet, closing your eyes but feeling the acidic burn in your throat. When your done throwing up, あなた look and あなた see blood in the toilet.

Jamie: Oh god...

**next morning**

You go back to your ベッド and あなた plop onto the bed, not being able to fall asleep. あなた look up at the ceiling, just staring into the...

Randy: Y-yah sure. Come in.

Randy lets Shawn in the house and Brad sees him. Brad's face turns to >:0 and he says:

Brad: I'm glad your here Shawn cuz now I need to give あなた what あなた deserve.

Brad is about to パンチ Shawn but his dad sees this and shouts:

Tim: こんにちは こんにちは hey!! What the hell is wrong with あなた Brad?
Brad: Dad...you don't even know what he did to Jamie.
Tim: What did he do huh?
Shawn: I tried to rape her sir.
Tim: I'm sorry I didn't catch that.
Shawn: I tried to rape her...sir.
Tim: ...you know what how DARE あなた try to pull something like that to a poor, sick girl and-

While saying that, the...

Even though あなた might never be によって my side again, I will never forget you. あなた won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come によって me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt によって あなた again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? あなた always cared for them もっと見る than あなた did for me または for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least あなた could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and あなた sit in the back シート, 座席 of Randy's car with Angie...

Jamie: H-huh?
Randy: I like あなた Jamie. Not just as a friend but もっと見る than that.
Jamie: ...I...
Randy: I know your going through a really tough time. I mean your grandma just died, あなた just broke up with your boyfriend, and...and your health.
Jamie: ...what?
Randy: I know...about your leukemia.
Jamie: ...
Randy: But Jamie...I want to help you. I don't want あなた to go through this alone.
Jamie: Randy...I want あなた to leave.
Randy: Wh-what?
Jamie: I want あなた to leave.
Randy: B-but-
Jamie: Randy...*tears* leave...
Randy: ...

Randy gets up and walks out your door. あなた hear him get in his car but something pulls...

Why won't あなた understand my heart? Even if it's not me, can't it just be me? I've never had this want for anyone before. Can't it be me? Can't it be me in this life time, または can it be me in the 次 life time? Even if あなた promised today is the end, I won't be afraid...

Randy parks in your driveway 次 to Shawn's car and あなた see Shawn squatting down at your porch. He sees あなた and Randy and あなた get out of the car with Randy. あなた quickly get Angie and あなた walk 次 to Randy, in case Shawn might do something to him. Shawn walks up to あなた and he starts yelling.

Shawn: Where the hell were you?!?!?...

**October**

So a whole 月 passed によって and あなた and the whole group have gotten closer, esp. Randy. あなた and Shawn have started to barely hang out outside of school and あなた spend the rest of your time either studying, sleeping, eating, または hanging out with both Angie and Randy.

**Friday**

Randy: So what do あなた wanna do this weekend Jamie?
Jamie: Um I don't know. My grandma wants me to go to church with her but I'm not all that spiritual.
Randy: Oh. Well what days あなた going?
Jamie: Saturday night and Sunday for a regular service.
Randy: Oh. Well we can hang out at your church then so あなた won't be bored....